haha... the to be continued... i think i not manage to write it down somemore... cause really tired ady la... paise if i too lazy ya...
ok, here's really the summarize..in 2009, it had a lots of event happen... i will list out one by one...
first... make my life change the most
working experience as a part-time teacher in my life...
the benefit
-i m not more a shy guys... n maybe it open-up my mind to be more socialble...
-had more interaction with girls... n not shy to talk to girls as earlier...
-had took me out of my home... ( no more zai nan) ^^
-let me know how to care for someone
-let me had leadership when teaching the children...
-erm... wad somemore... haha... surely is hav my salary la... lolz... money money come!
-start to love kids
the bad
-always hang out with my colleague until late night...
-waste a lot of money... dun know how to save it...
-start to hate kids...
-start to think that i m so proud of myself... lolz
-start to cane students... really dosa o... lolz
-tiring job... everday need to shout... lolz
ok, then... here's the next one
experience gained in driving institution (zap city)
the benifit
-of course la... learn how to drive... haha
-start to in interact with people who's learning too... haha( i means start to speak up n make friends... which i would not dare to done it earlier)
-start to become more berdikari ba... ( cause always i go by sitting the van... which i had to walk some distance from my house in order to wait for the van... n then after finishing the practical, the van will fetch me to bus stop... n i need to walk some distance n continue my work... T.T that time is really suffering...) after work sometimes had to walk back home also... 2 km ler... haha... exercise ba... lolz
-learn to be punctual... haha... the van really punctual de... n the driver had a bad temper too... if u didn't make it on time... he will just... swap... disappear ady... (yys should know this... lol)
the bad
-very bad instructor... when teaching me, his hand is shaking... maybe got Parkinson disease ba... lolz... jk la... i not so bad kk... but he maybe too old le ba... n very strict also... haiz...
-how to say (bao) i hope some of u who had done that when hving jpj test should know ba... really regret ler... lol
-tired, tired again...
aiyo... dunno y... become so lazy liao... go play game a while ya... bb... ^^
TI BE CONTINUED... (i dunno really will continue de ma... haha)
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
the year 2009
ok... i got a plan earlier to write down all the things i undergo in 2009 into a book... but it seems like i had not enough time... ( all use to travel and games liao) haha... so i juz write a long summarize here.. XD
ok, this year... no need to say... is a turning point for poeple who's like the age of me... which is 18... can i call this a curse... haha...some of our friends had go to college or universities which they will undergo more changes in their lifes...
ok, in the beggining of the year... or at the end of year 2008.. we will undergo our first change... that is... go to work after SPM...
ok... here's the summarize...
END OF 2008
this is where i started to change... ok... after sp... wad to do... hang out with friends, play a while for about one weeks... then all like lost contact liao... then after playing for one weeks... i become back me which always stay at home... until...my cousin which help me out...
JAN to MAC 2009
oh yeah! 2009 is coming... it's indicates most of the students will go back to school
for study... (no matters primary skul or secondary skul) haha... then as i said on the beginning of y post, y cousin help me out izit? haha... actually she is working on a tuition institute i think...(for primary skul de, got giv extra care for children de...) i think u all know wad is it... e.g.(shuo shi or cao ji)haha... then after a few days of 2009... she come n fetch me to work... btw... i can walk t the institute cause it's juz a stone throw away distance from my house... lol... then i shal seperate his int two parts...
working experience
guess wad she told me to do when i first go to the institute? haha... i guess is juz go n staple paper, photostat n fileling... jum something like an office job only... but... i really didn't expect she send me to skul n call me to send the student back to the institution centre... wad the hell i know how to do ar! i dun recognise the students at all! walao... muz call them gather under a tree first... then the van come... n then muz make sure they reach the institution safety... walao eh... but then, this will come in handy after doing it for about a weeks... the worst oe is i need to giv out the brochure...(special thanks to ellen) to the parents... walao.. i really hate this job man... haha... earlier in front of our skul also got people giv... but i see them juz throw away after receive the paper... haha... really hurt when u see the paper is juz thrown off like this...T.T but i juz giv only for the first few days la... haha...
then... haha... this is the interesting part... i meet someone when i m working for the first day... i think she also working there ba... lolz... cause when m cousi fetch me to work... she suddenly turn to 7-11 to fetch her... i also surprises le...
then after that... when my cousin send us to skul n with both of us a stack of brochure to distributed... we went into the skul together n distribute together... haha... it was fun n then... i recognise her n she is quite a nice lady... haha... maybe earlier i had not much experience interacting with girl ba... so my shy reaction makes her think that i m cute ba... lolx... her name is... haha... nvm... u all no need to know... but she's older than me...
lolx... so the first day we juz distributing the brochure n sending the students back to the institution... that day my cousin still there because both of us also working for the first day n not realy know who is the students we need to send back to the institution... wakaka... by then... i juz realised it needed 3 rounds for the van to send all the students back to the institution… wad the hell… it’s hard to gather them around u know…they are f…… noisy n ran here n there.. walao… I faint man! so after make sure all of them back to the institution… phew… I think my job has done…it’s so exhausting… I wonder wad my cousin want me to do next… hope juz sit in the air-corn room n fix with the documents… if got pc giv me type things is better… haha… but… I’m juz DREAMING!Keep on dreams, dude! when I juz step in the institute… she threw one big pile of exercise book to me n ask me… ur chinese ok de hor? I start to had bad feelings about this… n really…
OMG! she want me to teach the primany one students (most noisy students) CHINESE! walao… she juz giv me some book which stated wad to teach n put me in one room… juz like that… n the big pile of exe. book which is going to distributed to the students… omg… after I m waiting in the room… really nervous… then, I saw a big swamp of bees flyin into the room… n when they rush into the room… it’s like the movie 2012… the earth is shaking! haha… juz very noisy la… some of them even jumpup n down like monkey… soehow I manage to shout at them n make them queit… haha… nicely I m a prefect in skul… got a bit experience handle with students… n when I think I settl down the situation… I started to feel proud of myself… but! that’s not the end… for about 5 min…. the war started again! haiz… I really… T.T… ok, the first things I do when I teach them is wad? I hac no ideas at first but somehow… my mind flashback n think that always when a teacher come into my class in primary skul in write their big name on the blackboard n introduce themselves to the students… so I juz do it at the same ways…
I worte… ‘ye lao shi’ on the whiteboard… haha… then guess wad happen next? (ye zhi lao shi) I heard one of my students yelling… I really did not expect she to know that words man… walao… she know how to read ady a… really surprises me ler… haha… then I began to think… if like that… most of them is very intelligent ady la… no need me teach much they also know liao la… haha… really happy…
to be continued... ^^
ok, this year... no need to say... is a turning point for poeple who's like the age of me... which is 18... can i call this a curse... haha...some of our friends had go to college or universities which they will undergo more changes in their lifes...
ok, in the beggining of the year... or at the end of year 2008.. we will undergo our first change... that is... go to work after SPM...
ok... here's the summarize...
END OF 2008
this is where i started to change... ok... after sp... wad to do... hang out with friends, play a while for about one weeks... then all like lost contact liao... then after playing for one weeks... i become back me which always stay at home... until...my cousin which help me out...
JAN to MAC 2009
oh yeah! 2009 is coming... it's indicates most of the students will go back to school
for study... (no matters primary skul or secondary skul) haha... then as i said on the beginning of y post, y cousin help me out izit? haha... actually she is working on a tuition institute i think...(for primary skul de, got giv extra care for children de...) i think u all know wad is it... e.g.(shuo shi or cao ji)haha... then after a few days of 2009... she come n fetch me to work... btw... i can walk t the institute cause it's juz a stone throw away distance from my house... lol... then i shal seperate his int two parts...
working experience
guess wad she told me to do when i first go to the institute? haha... i guess is juz go n staple paper, photostat n fileling... jum something like an office job only... but... i really didn't expect she send me to skul n call me to send the student back to the institution centre... wad the hell i know how to do ar! i dun recognise the students at all! walao... muz call them gather under a tree first... then the van come... n then muz make sure they reach the institution safety... walao eh... but then, this will come in handy after doing it for about a weeks... the worst oe is i need to giv out the brochure...(special thanks to ellen) to the parents... walao.. i really hate this job man... haha... earlier in front of our skul also got people giv... but i see them juz throw away after receive the paper... haha... really hurt when u see the paper is juz thrown off like this...T.T but i juz giv only for the first few days la... haha...
then... haha... this is the interesting part... i meet someone when i m working for the first day... i think she also working there ba... lolz... cause when m cousi fetch me to work... she suddenly turn to 7-11 to fetch her... i also surprises le...
then after that... when my cousin send us to skul n with both of us a stack of brochure to distributed... we went into the skul together n distribute together... haha... it was fun n then... i recognise her n she is quite a nice lady... haha... maybe earlier i had not much experience interacting with girl ba... so my shy reaction makes her think that i m cute ba... lolx... her name is... haha... nvm... u all no need to know... but she's older than me...
lolx... so the first day we juz distributing the brochure n sending the students back to the institution... that day my cousin still there because both of us also working for the first day n not realy know who is the students we need to send back to the institution... wakaka... by then... i juz realised it needed 3 rounds for the van to send all the students back to the institution… wad the hell… it’s hard to gather them around u know…they are f…… noisy n ran here n there.. walao… I faint man! so after make sure all of them back to the institution… phew… I think my job has done…it’s so exhausting… I wonder wad my cousin want me to do next… hope juz sit in the air-corn room n fix with the documents… if got pc giv me type things is better… haha… but… I’m juz DREAMING!Keep on dreams, dude! when I juz step in the institute… she threw one big pile of exercise book to me n ask me… ur chinese ok de hor? I start to had bad feelings about this… n really…
OMG! she want me to teach the primany one students (most noisy students) CHINESE! walao… she juz giv me some book which stated wad to teach n put me in one room… juz like that… n the big pile of exe. book which is going to distributed to the students… omg… after I m waiting in the room… really nervous… then, I saw a big swamp of bees flyin into the room… n when they rush into the room… it’s like the movie 2012… the earth is shaking! haha… juz very noisy la… some of them even jumpup n down like monkey… soehow I manage to shout at them n make them queit… haha… nicely I m a prefect in skul… got a bit experience handle with students… n when I think I settl down the situation… I started to feel proud of myself… but! that’s not the end… for about 5 min…. the war started again! haiz… I really… T.T… ok, the first things I do when I teach them is wad? I hac no ideas at first but somehow… my mind flashback n think that always when a teacher come into my class in primary skul in write their big name on the blackboard n introduce themselves to the students… so I juz do it at the same ways…
I worte… ‘ye lao shi’ on the whiteboard… haha… then guess wad happen next? (ye zhi lao shi) I heard one of my students yelling… I really did not expect she to know that words man… walao… she know how to read ady a… really surprises me ler… haha… then I began to think… if like that… most of them is very intelligent ady la… no need me teach much they also know liao la… haha… really happy…
to be continued... ^^
Friday, December 25, 2009
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爱情里最残忍的暧昧
是我明明知道我爱你
而我们却只是好朋友
友情里最自私的胆怯
是你明明知道你爱我
而你还假装只是朋友
两个人，不勇敢，怎么爱？
haha... see this in yin chiu blog... lolz... maybe this will make me emo a while... but okok nia...
ok, first, i would like to say something which keep in my heart for a very very long times... n this make me become worst n worst in my form 6 life...
form 6... n this year 2009.... i had face a lot of problem... n i juz keep it... even all my best friend... n my 'zhi xin' friends also won't know of it... i really hopeless... but anyways... thanks to mr.TC, mr.CP n mr.EJ plus... ms.NP, ms.ET n ms.WS who would hear of my problems n kindly solve it for me... really need to say really thankiu to u all... haha...
ok, first... the problems that i face a lot is... ok... i really dun wan to say that words... i think most of the form 6 students facing it... some succeed... but mostly all failed... ya... perhaps... this is our critical years... once it has past... i would be ok... haha... there's a few possibility we would want these 'things'
1. because we r curious about it... n had never tried before..
2. our life is far too 'boring'... n we r thinking to make it more colorful... by finding these 'things'. our life is not so boring through... cause we can light it up by others ways too...
3. cause we wanna to step out to become more mature...
4. cause have those 'feeling' which is all fake...( i juz giv my opinion.... dun punch me)
5. erm... can't resist other couple to be so nice... n want to find one for ourselves...
6. juz to experiences the couples things... i juz say it in guys of view... well... i means... try to experiences holding hands... kissing... huggings... n so on.. this is more on the first point that i mention...
7. juz to get one step fowards for being a friends... wad i means is...(for guys) u always care of her... n want to make her ur lady... n not wanting juz to let her be ur best friends only... haha... this is the main problems face by me... like the phrase above...
爱情里最残忍的暧昧
是我明明知道我爱你
而我们却只是好朋友
友情里最自私的胆怯
是你明明知道你爱我
而你还假装只是朋友
两个人，不勇敢，怎么爱？
i write it again juz to make u all clearer...
ok, r u finding these 'things' according to the 7 points above? if u do... plz... stop it... dun start a relationship if u think love is juz like this...oops... i accidentally said it... haha...
ok...next... here's the side effects...
1. not concentrating in studies... ( 100% )
p.s.: i means can't concentrate while u can't get it... afetr u get it... perhaps u can concentrate.
to be continued...
是我明明知道我爱你
而我们却只是好朋友
友情里最自私的胆怯
是你明明知道你爱我
而你还假装只是朋友
两个人，不勇敢，怎么爱？
haha... see this in yin chiu blog... lolz... maybe this will make me emo a while... but okok nia...
ok, first, i would like to say something which keep in my heart for a very very long times... n this make me become worst n worst in my form 6 life...
form 6... n this year 2009.... i had face a lot of problem... n i juz keep it... even all my best friend... n my 'zhi xin' friends also won't know of it... i really hopeless... but anyways... thanks to mr.TC, mr.CP n mr.EJ plus... ms.NP, ms.ET n ms.WS who would hear of my problems n kindly solve it for me... really need to say really thankiu to u all... haha...
ok, first... the problems that i face a lot is... ok... i really dun wan to say that words... i think most of the form 6 students facing it... some succeed... but mostly all failed... ya... perhaps... this is our critical years... once it has past... i would be ok... haha... there's a few possibility we would want these 'things'
1. because we r curious about it... n had never tried before..
2. our life is far too 'boring'... n we r thinking to make it more colorful... by finding these 'things'. our life is not so boring through... cause we can light it up by others ways too...
3. cause we wanna to step out to become more mature...
4. cause have those 'feeling' which is all fake...( i juz giv my opinion.... dun punch me)
5. erm... can't resist other couple to be so nice... n want to find one for ourselves...
6. juz to experiences the couples things... i juz say it in guys of view... well... i means... try to experiences holding hands... kissing... huggings... n so on.. this is more on the first point that i mention...
7. juz to get one step fowards for being a friends... wad i means is...(for guys) u always care of her... n want to make her ur lady... n not wanting juz to let her be ur best friends only... haha... this is the main problems face by me... like the phrase above...
爱情里最残忍的暧昧
是我明明知道我爱你
而我们却只是好朋友
友情里最自私的胆怯
是你明明知道你爱我
而你还假装只是朋友
两个人，不勇敢，怎么爱？
i write it again juz to make u all clearer...
ok, r u finding these 'things' according to the 7 points above? if u do... plz... stop it... dun start a relationship if u think love is juz like this...oops... i accidentally said it... haha...
ok...next... here's the side effects...
1. not concentrating in studies... ( 100% )
p.s.: i means can't concentrate while u can't get it... afetr u get it... perhaps u can concentrate.
to be continued...
Saturday, November 14, 2009
phew... today heart blood come active... haha
so long never touch this blog ady... erm.. really very long liao lo... cause erm... somebody shoulf know de la... i Hav erm... about 5 or 6 blog... so sry if i never update this blog ya...
today... i will summarise the trip i went to kl... n wad i see...
ok... so i m on the second bus... really regret not taking the first bus... i heard that u all having a great fun there... haiz... ok lo... after that reach skybridge... also not able to get up eventough i got chance... really stupid ler... then juz walk at the bottom floor there solving the puzzle lo...
n in the skybridge there...
I solve 1 puzzle..
kim fa solve 2 puzzles
i also know that for those who wanna go to toilet... it's RM2 per entry...
erm... see the stupid lighting n dun think it's creative...
that's all for skybridge
then... go to eat at klcc... at there... these few things happen
ann chze gang dunno go where... they keep on saying they at signature but never tell us wad floor they at... earlier got here is the same floor with petrosains but... haiz... is the floor below petrosains... dunno who hear it wrongly n make us walk round n round at the 4th floor lor... haiz..
n then had the claypot rice..( can see in my fb profile) too much ady la... until eat till so full... then go to bookstore lepak n then when in petrosains lo...
after this.. in the petrosains... we having a great fun... n u can see those pic in the fb profile too..
n then erm... go out... m having dinner... guess wad i saw... zhe hao may be interested... haha... i saw two 'ang mo' go n kao miki n fong shan... really... this is true... benjamin n karen also saw that... i going to took some photo but benjamin stopped me... i also scared wait those guys come n hit me ler... haha...
then after this... playing some stupid games with kok boon... really stupid until i can't solve it... until now i only know two tricks he had done only... the gun want still grr... haha... tell me lar... if anybodys know... kk la... i think i write more than enough ady... time to go gaming... YEAH!
today... i will summarise the trip i went to kl... n wad i see...
ok... so i m on the second bus... really regret not taking the first bus... i heard that u all having a great fun there... haiz... ok lo... after that reach skybridge... also not able to get up eventough i got chance... really stupid ler... then juz walk at the bottom floor there solving the puzzle lo...
n in the skybridge there...
I solve 1 puzzle..
kim fa solve 2 puzzles
i also know that for those who wanna go to toilet... it's RM2 per entry...
erm... see the stupid lighting n dun think it's creative...
that's all for skybridge
then... go to eat at klcc... at there... these few things happen
ann chze gang dunno go where... they keep on saying they at signature but never tell us wad floor they at... earlier got here is the same floor with petrosains but... haiz... is the floor below petrosains... dunno who hear it wrongly n make us walk round n round at the 4th floor lor... haiz..
n then had the claypot rice..( can see in my fb profile) too much ady la... until eat till so full... then go to bookstore lepak n then when in petrosains lo...
after this.. in the petrosains... we having a great fun... n u can see those pic in the fb profile too..
n then erm... go out... m having dinner... guess wad i saw... zhe hao may be interested... haha... i saw two 'ang mo' go n kao miki n fong shan... really... this is true... benjamin n karen also saw that... i going to took some photo but benjamin stopped me... i also scared wait those guys come n hit me ler... haha...
then after this... playing some stupid games with kok boon... really stupid until i can't solve it... until now i only know two tricks he had done only... the gun want still grr... haha... tell me lar... if anybodys know... kk la... i think i write more than enough ady... time to go gaming... YEAH!
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
spechless
it's really hard to say
it's really complicated...
it's really frustrating..
it's really confused...
i m devastating...
n really hard...
really really hard...
does anyone know wad i means?
exam is coming soon..
n we need some preparation...
so i think this is the reaoson i selsom write blog..
but had another reason through...
n not totally influenced by this
soonly soonly..
waiting n waitng... haha
exam a exam... u really made everyone's life grumpy..
lolz... thats all.. ^^
it's really complicated...
it's really frustrating..
it's really confused...
i m devastating...
n really hard...
really really hard...
does anyone know wad i means?
exam is coming soon..
n we need some preparation...
so i think this is the reaoson i selsom write blog..
but had another reason through...
n not totally influenced by this
soonly soonly..
waiting n waitng... haha
exam a exam... u really made everyone's life grumpy..
lolz... thats all.. ^^
Saturday, October 3, 2009
aiyo,,, plz la u
aiyo, plz la u... wad that's means huh? i also dunno
now i also blur blur de... cause exam is NEAR
today wake up at 12 p.m. BREAK RECORD liao... haha... then thinking to do some revision after lunch...
i start with doin the math t. when doin the math... the probability for frderal i can't even solve a question...
someone plz help...Then wad happen next... i throw away the math book n try other subject... CHEMISTRY...
then also.. flip a while only... cause really not intersted...
Then haiz... at last back to physic... planning to revise circular motion... At least i manage to answer about 5 question... the 6 question really make me mad... i read wrong de question... n juz realise after about 10 minutes... GRRR... Then i throw all my book down n guess wad... i m here now writing blog... my weekend is going to wasted again... HAIZ
PLZ HELP ME!!! haiz... like this my exam sure very jialat man...
now i also blur blur de... cause exam is NEAR
today wake up at 12 p.m. BREAK RECORD liao... haha... then thinking to do some revision after lunch...
i start with doin the math t. when doin the math... the probability for frderal i can't even solve a question...
someone plz help...Then wad happen next... i throw away the math book n try other subject... CHEMISTRY...
then also.. flip a while only... cause really not intersted...
Then haiz... at last back to physic... planning to revise circular motion... At least i manage to answer about 5 question... the 6 question really make me mad... i read wrong de question... n juz realise after about 10 minutes... GRRR... Then i throw all my book down n guess wad... i m here now writing blog... my weekend is going to wasted again... HAIZ
PLZ HELP ME!!! haiz... like this my exam sure very jialat man...
Monday, September 21, 2009
tired, exhaust, aching... hahaha
My whole body start to paint again… For so long I didn’t play badminton ady… I think for about 1 year ady… Haha… So, the side effect of this is paintness on my muscle!!! Every single muscle in my body is fill with paintness man… I wonder m I old ady… Hahaha…
So, yesterday I went to yu hwa n play badminton with 8 more people… Which is chee hao, ann chze, doreen, ann chze’s friends, jing kai, melvin, wan sheen and wee sern… They say will start at 9 o’clock… So, I think that most of them would not be punctual n I really don’t like to wait… So, I will juz go there at 9… I reach there at about 9.10… Then, I juz saw jing kai waiting at there… omg… I still can get second a… I m thinking that they start to play ady… so we juz pay the rental fees n went in… I wonder y I need to pay RM 6 for playing 3 hours with juz using 2 court le… I juz see jing kai paying the rental fees like juz 23 ringgit only…N I m thinking that 9X6=54.
I wonder why eh… CHEE HAO… haha… nvm la… juz play for fun only la..
So, I n jing kai went in… his racquet is with chee hao, so we can’t start playing yet… so we juz chat a while while waiting for old the slowpoke to come… wan sheen come first… follow with chee hao n melvin… so, we juz don’t want to become light bulb n playin on the other court leaving wan sheen n melvin doing some sort of ‘training’… haha
After playing for a while… the person with slipper n girl come ady… somebody start to not concentrate in his playing… same as me… because the laugh sound… haha.. so doreen ajak me play… so I juz call her go to a empty court n play cause nobody using ma… but no light le… but nvm la… she so NNNNN… (how dare u say me in
Then, I challenge jing kai… because his standard is almost same with me… but I lose to him… Argh!!! How come… first round 10-20, second round better.. 20-22… haha, it seems like I had improve… nvm… one day I shall beat u… jing kai… haha… Then all of us is exhausted n our playing mood gone down… At about 11.50, everybody is leaving n leave me alone… but nicely some ‘nice’ guys n ladies decided to wait for me… haha… is ann chze, jing kai n wan sheen la… really good friends who can wait for me… but… I also need to belanja them eat ice cream la… haha… wan sheen still eating jj le… haha… At there, we saw something really funny… really funny… wan sheen n jing kai notice it first while ann chze at me still blur… But after that, omg… I n ann chze laugh until…. hahaha…. really funny man… Now I got some important things wanna tell all the ladies… if can…juz where black shirt ya… that’s all I can say…
Then these three guys also very naughty le… try n hide my wallet… nicely I quite ‘jing’, cause I can see their face expression, it’s telling me everything… haha… Then, after about 15 minutes hanging there, we all go back ady…
N now is me… My family decided to eat at old town… so we went there n had a look… nice environment tough… but I really can’t enjoy cause my body is sticky n I’m really thirsty… haha… When my coffee arrived… I juz drank it like mineral water… omg… I juz wasted the nice coffee.. T.T… Then, I ate the nasi lemak at there… It’s quite nice… N finally, the time has come… Finally, I can go back… haha… After I go back… juz have a bath n continue to…. hahaha u all sure know wad I do want lar… wakaka… surely not studying want…
Saturday, September 12, 2009
HELP... I M IN TROUBLE!!!
This week... I had drown myself into a big trouble!!! It begin like this...
This sunday... I had ntg to do so i decided to online n watch some variety show... But somehow... after watching the variety show for an hour, i fell that it's becoming more n more boring...
So, i decided to watch others show n the first things which came to my mind in bleach!!! Even though my friends, ej had advise me not to go n have a look, but i ignored him n now... I'm in BIG TROUBLE!!!
I had continue to watch the bleach since this sunday... N almost everyday, i'm sitting in front of the laptop watching the bleach... Juz can't stop for it... So, until today... i manage to watch until the episode 56... One ep. takes about 30 minutes n 56 ep. means that i had ady watch 1680 minutes man... How could i do this... I only spend one week to watch this u know... N if u count it properly, i would had watch the shows about 4 hours per day... That means that i had spend 1/6 per day for the show... OMG... Someone plz help me... I'm addicted to this show ady...
Then, these few days actually quite many things happen in skul... Juz words fail me to describe wad had happen... But maybe i could juz write out a things of two in my blog... Firstly, it's my muet test... We done it quite quickly though, since that teachers had an appoinment next, she juz roughly give us some comments... Maybe i should be said as a 'ke le fe' in the group... All my friends r paying attention to the two pro... which is wei hao n eu jin... So, maybe u all never know my existance... but nvm... i will try hard to brush up on my skill... But i know that i had a long way to go... So, l6sc1, let us gambateh together, u all surely can do it and stand side by side woth wei hao n eu jin of course... If u really try hard...
Then, another incident is that when school dismiss, i was goin to join teck cong to popular there n have my linch while waiting for my father to fetch me... But i saw ellen n decided to sit her car bad... It was quite funny though... erm... juz nothing la... When we walk to her car, i saw 'her' again, walking to her car alone too... then, wad happen next... erm... u all juz guess la... that's secret... Ok la... Tell you all la... I m juz a cowards u know... My legs juz refuse to walk even though ellen is pushing me foward... Hmm... then i decided to toss the coin n made the decision... As i toss, i fell to the ground... Maybe i shall go n take a look, but i'm juz not there to look at it again... I don't want to create more and more questionmarks on my head again... I don't want to start my mind to think about her again... I really don't want this feeling again... Maybe only a few of my friends will understand this feeling... She, had made my undergo a lot of things through...
N today, i meet her again...
It begin like this, i'm on a rush to my chemistry tuition because i don't realise that it had change to 4.30 p.m. It normally starts at 6p.m. So, i rush upstairs... N when i m rushing up... I saw her rushing down... Then something happen... Actually, it's juz quite a small things la... But, these things made me emo at tuition centre for about an hour... lol
Haiz... these word is always on my mouth more n more often...
N my emo time is becoming more n more...
Y would this happening on me... (+ the addiction on bleach)
HELP...
This sunday... I had ntg to do so i decided to online n watch some variety show... But somehow... after watching the variety show for an hour, i fell that it's becoming more n more boring...
So, i decided to watch others show n the first things which came to my mind in bleach!!! Even though my friends, ej had advise me not to go n have a look, but i ignored him n now... I'm in BIG TROUBLE!!!
I had continue to watch the bleach since this sunday... N almost everyday, i'm sitting in front of the laptop watching the bleach... Juz can't stop for it... So, until today... i manage to watch until the episode 56... One ep. takes about 30 minutes n 56 ep. means that i had ady watch 1680 minutes man... How could i do this... I only spend one week to watch this u know... N if u count it properly, i would had watch the shows about 4 hours per day... That means that i had spend 1/6 per day for the show... OMG... Someone plz help me... I'm addicted to this show ady...
Then, these few days actually quite many things happen in skul... Juz words fail me to describe wad had happen... But maybe i could juz write out a things of two in my blog... Firstly, it's my muet test... We done it quite quickly though, since that teachers had an appoinment next, she juz roughly give us some comments... Maybe i should be said as a 'ke le fe' in the group... All my friends r paying attention to the two pro... which is wei hao n eu jin... So, maybe u all never know my existance... but nvm... i will try hard to brush up on my skill... But i know that i had a long way to go... So, l6sc1, let us gambateh together, u all surely can do it and stand side by side woth wei hao n eu jin of course... If u really try hard...
Then, another incident is that when school dismiss, i was goin to join teck cong to popular there n have my linch while waiting for my father to fetch me... But i saw ellen n decided to sit her car bad... It was quite funny though... erm... juz nothing la... When we walk to her car, i saw 'her' again, walking to her car alone too... then, wad happen next... erm... u all juz guess la... that's secret... Ok la... Tell you all la... I m juz a cowards u know... My legs juz refuse to walk even though ellen is pushing me foward... Hmm... then i decided to toss the coin n made the decision... As i toss, i fell to the ground... Maybe i shall go n take a look, but i'm juz not there to look at it again... I don't want to create more and more questionmarks on my head again... I don't want to start my mind to think about her again... I really don't want this feeling again... Maybe only a few of my friends will understand this feeling... She, had made my undergo a lot of things through...
N today, i meet her again...
It begin like this, i'm on a rush to my chemistry tuition because i don't realise that it had change to 4.30 p.m. It normally starts at 6p.m. So, i rush upstairs... N when i m rushing up... I saw her rushing down... Then something happen... Actually, it's juz quite a small things la... But, these things made me emo at tuition centre for about an hour... lol
Haiz... these word is always on my mouth more n more often...
N my emo time is becoming more n more...
Y would this happening on me... (+ the addiction on bleach)
HELP...
Thursday, September 10, 2009
erm... really frustrating
These few days I'm keep on thinking about something which is very annoying... N i really don't know how to cope with it... Maybe is i too noob ady...
N the things is... erm... i can't really tell you all but it's really annoying.. maybe i had being hurt before n not dare to take risk again... these things really made my form 6 life wonderful on the very first few moment n after this, i feel more n more miserable in my life... Thanks for those who r trying to comfort me earlier... Really tq...
Erm... Actually, i also the major problem which I'm facing with... N really, these made me day dreaming all over the time in the class... Sometimes i feel that I'm losing my way to live in this world... Y should i live in this world huh? When i think about this question, my head start to burn out n comes out of all sorts of ideas... Anyone of you have any ideas about this?
'These' things i had mention earlier is really an annoying things... Shall i said that the things is annoying?? i don't know... maybe I'm juz blur n trying to step into it... maybe they dont realise... fine... Maybe i should juz try n avoid them... But i really can't do it... Haiz... i m in totally blur now... If anyone can understand wad i wrote here... he/she is really my truth friends...
This week i really learn a lot... N 'these' things really made my mind clearer n clearer... n on the other hand, blurer n blurer... how should i said... maybe is juz made me into trouble i think... this week i know about many things about many people... i had learn from it n i think it may be useful for my life in future... i would like to thanks these 3 people... but i think that i no need to mention who's it... that person should had known himself/herself... So lastly, i really like to say
TQ FOR ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT ME...
N FOR THOSE WHO NEED MY SUPPORT, I WILL BE A GOOD LISTENER... BUT OF COURSE... ERM... I START TO BLUR AGAIN... HAIZ...
N LASTLY... THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!
N the things is... erm... i can't really tell you all but it's really annoying.. maybe i had being hurt before n not dare to take risk again... these things really made my form 6 life wonderful on the very first few moment n after this, i feel more n more miserable in my life... Thanks for those who r trying to comfort me earlier... Really tq...
Erm... Actually, i also the major problem which I'm facing with... N really, these made me day dreaming all over the time in the class... Sometimes i feel that I'm losing my way to live in this world... Y should i live in this world huh? When i think about this question, my head start to burn out n comes out of all sorts of ideas... Anyone of you have any ideas about this?
'These' things i had mention earlier is really an annoying things... Shall i said that the things is annoying?? i don't know... maybe I'm juz blur n trying to step into it... maybe they dont realise... fine... Maybe i should juz try n avoid them... But i really can't do it... Haiz... i m in totally blur now... If anyone can understand wad i wrote here... he/she is really my truth friends...
This week i really learn a lot... N 'these' things really made my mind clearer n clearer... n on the other hand, blurer n blurer... how should i said... maybe is juz made me into trouble i think... this week i know about many things about many people... i had learn from it n i think it may be useful for my life in future... i would like to thanks these 3 people... but i think that i no need to mention who's it... that person should had known himself/herself... So lastly, i really like to say
TQ FOR ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT ME...
N FOR THOSE WHO NEED MY SUPPORT, I WILL BE A GOOD LISTENER... BUT OF COURSE... ERM... I START TO BLUR AGAIN... HAIZ...
N LASTLY... THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!
Saturday, September 5, 2009
yu tou mi fen
yesterday, juz as usual again...
wake up-go to school-duty-study-go back home-online-sleep
(this is my daily routine)
yesterday i stayed a while at library cause my father got meeting n i need to wait...
so, at there, got ann chze, teck cong, kim fa, xin hui, chee hao n doreen...
wa... all my friends at there... so qiao... then we juz chatting niao hua all the way n i think chee hao got study a bit only... At there, ann chze show me the yu tou mi fen n juz today afternoon... my mother cook it for me... wa... quite nice la as this is homemade want...
then yesterday nite i quarrel with my sis juz because of using the laptop...
finally i manage to beat her n get the laptop at 11 p.m. nicely most of my friends haven offline yet...
so i juz chatting from 11 to 1... juz chatting le.. haha... so long didn't chat until so syok ady...
wake up-go to school-duty-study-go back home-online-sleep
(this is my daily routine)
yesterday i stayed a while at library cause my father got meeting n i need to wait...
so, at there, got ann chze, teck cong, kim fa, xin hui, chee hao n doreen...
wa... all my friends at there... so qiao... then we juz chatting niao hua all the way n i think chee hao got study a bit only... At there, ann chze show me the yu tou mi fen n juz today afternoon... my mother cook it for me... wa... quite nice la as this is homemade want...
finally i manage to beat her n get the laptop at 11 p.m. nicely most of my friends haven offline yet...
so i juz chatting from 11 to 1... juz chatting le.. haha... so long didn't chat until so syok ady...
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Juz another normal day…
Today… As usual… go to skul… duty… study..
These few days really does not have anything special happening to me..
Maybe this is quite boring… but I feels good… finally, I’m out of my problem…
maybe sometimes I will still think about it… but it will juz last for a few minutes…
maybe if u got observe me at skul… u will realise it… but now is quite ok adi la… earlier is even worst… maybe last holiday makes my feeling become paler n paler ba…
Haha… today I really evil man… I threaten siew’s son to pumping 10 times… I saw his face also turn pale ady.. Juz said that I’m kidding lo… lolz… dunno he will go n tell his father or not eh… If not, I m in trouble… Then the rest is all ok… I means my morning’s duty…
Next… go into the class n lots of funny things happen again… hahaha… especially the english period… n today I saw somebody’s blog… walao!!! But I also very pek cek in english period cause I ady prepared so many things about superstitions but the teachers suddenly change the topic… really pek cek man… aiyo… haha…
After recess, I go back to class n Ellen show me something on her table… I really can’t see anything le… but somehow after that… I realize what is all going on… haha… this want I juz keep u all suspend la… haha… Then is physic period… wow… tell u somethings… I also can’t believe it man… This is the first time I so concentrate in physics period… Finally, I learned something man… maybe this is because this chapter has less formula n more about theory lo… haa…
Next is math period… I feel that mr. ho is very funny le… even though he is a mature man but he still act like a kids… when he see wee sern talking with doreen.. he lean his head towards them n trying to stop them from talking… maybe I’m only the one realise ba… because this happen in juz a few second n I don’t think many people realise it… but his action is really funny man…
Today… I still saw her everytime I went out my class, or when I m duty… but I still not able juz to go forwards n chat with her like the past… maybe I chosen the choice to escape… I really scared someone would eventually hurt me again… I’m too scared about love matters now… Sometimes the god really like to make fun of people… when u want something… I means u really want it… he may not give u… But when u try n forgot something… or u want to get rid of something… he give u the things u want to get rid of… n really make u feel very worst u know… Maybe u all shall try n write the word backwards n see wad will happen… haha… juz kidding… I’m not mean to said that…
These few days really does not have anything special happening to me..
Maybe this is quite boring… but I feels good… finally, I’m out of my problem…
maybe sometimes I will still think about it… but it will juz last for a few minutes…
maybe if u got observe me at skul… u will realise it… but now is quite ok adi la… earlier is even worst… maybe last holiday makes my feeling become paler n paler ba…
Haha… today I really evil man… I threaten siew’s son to pumping 10 times… I saw his face also turn pale ady.. Juz said that I’m kidding lo… lolz… dunno he will go n tell his father or not eh… If not, I m in trouble… Then the rest is all ok… I means my morning’s duty…
Next… go into the class n lots of funny things happen again… hahaha… especially the english period… n today I saw somebody’s blog… walao!!! But I also very pek cek in english period cause I ady prepared so many things about superstitions but the teachers suddenly change the topic… really pek cek man… aiyo… haha…
After recess, I go back to class n Ellen show me something on her table… I really can’t see anything le… but somehow after that… I realize what is all going on… haha… this want I juz keep u all suspend la… haha… Then is physic period… wow… tell u somethings… I also can’t believe it man… This is the first time I so concentrate in physics period… Finally, I learned something man… maybe this is because this chapter has less formula n more about theory lo… haa…
Next is math period… I feel that mr. ho is very funny le… even though he is a mature man but he still act like a kids… when he see wee sern talking with doreen.. he lean his head towards them n trying to stop them from talking… maybe I’m only the one realise ba… because this happen in juz a few second n I don’t think many people realise it… but his action is really funny man…
Today… I still saw her everytime I went out my class, or when I m duty… but I still not able juz to go forwards n chat with her like the past… maybe I chosen the choice to escape… I really scared someone would eventually hurt me again… I’m too scared about love matters now… Sometimes the god really like to make fun of people… when u want something… I means u really want it… he may not give u… But when u try n forgot something… or u want to get rid of something… he give u the things u want to get rid of… n really make u feel very worst u know… Maybe u all shall try n write the word backwards n see wad will happen… haha… juz kidding… I’m not mean to said that…
Sunday, August 30, 2009
movie... wallet...
Erm… Yesterday was quite a nice n bad day… how to said this?? Let me begin…
ok… that morning, I woke up as usual… erm.. about 11 a.m. cause yesterday sleep too late ady… n have my daily holiday routine… playin pc n do some homework lo… wad else.. at about 3.00 p.m. I was about to prepare cause will go hang out with friends later..
So, the first things I want to find is my wallet… Normally it will be at the bar there… but today somehow it disappear ady… I find n find.. until I turn my house over, but I can’t find it at last.. Then, I calm down n try n think.. Erm.. the last times I with my wallet is at the barber shop… then, I quickly went to the shop n find my wallet.. But somehow, the wallet is not there… I began to feel hopeless. (cause my ic n lesen is in my wallet), n if I lost it, I need to make lots of report… haiz…
At last, teck cong called me n said he is waiting for me… Really paise ya.. because of this incident I’m late… then when hr fetch me there… he talk to me I’m the 6th victim in the seventh lunar month… walao..After this we go fetch ann chze, doreen, and wan sheen… ( the three leng lui) After we reach there… we juz hang out at the shop… Suddenly my hand so itchy want to take the photo but being stopped by the shop assistant.. but some how I manage to took one (three of them shopping)
ok… that morning, I woke up as usual… erm.. about 11 a.m. cause yesterday sleep too late ady… n have my daily holiday routine… playin pc n do some homework lo… wad else.. at about 3.00 p.m. I was about to prepare cause will go hang out with friends later..
So, the first things I want to find is my wallet… Normally it will be at the bar there… but today somehow it disappear ady… I find n find.. until I turn my house over, but I can’t find it at last.. Then, I calm down n try n think.. Erm.. the last times I with my wallet is at the barber shop… then, I quickly went to the shop n find my wallet.. But somehow, the wallet is not there… I began to feel hopeless. (cause my ic n lesen is in my wallet), n if I lost it, I need to make lots of report… haiz…
At last, teck cong called me n said he is waiting for me… Really paise ya.. because of this incident I’m late… then when hr fetch me there… he talk to me I’m the 6th victim in the seventh lunar month… walao..After this we go fetch ann chze, doreen, and wan sheen… ( the three leng lui) After we reach there… we juz hang out at the shop… Suddenly my hand so itchy want to take the photo but being stopped by the shop assistant.. but some how I manage to took one (three of them shopping)
So we juz walk n walk until all of us feel hungry… then we pelan to had our dinner at the foodcourt in dp. there we have some funny topics la… At there, we meet kim fa… but after finish eating ann chze going to left because of some problem she had recently.. feel really sorry to her.. So, teck cong send her back lo… The remainder juz go buy ticket lo…we brought 10 tickets for RM100.00 cause ah pok invite his other gang lo… After buying the ticket I planning to play arcade… here’s some photo…
After this… we go n watch the movie… we laugh so loud until the whole cinema is full with laughter… After this go lim teh… n sayonara..
below is some pic of our enjoyable time... but my camera no battery at that time... so manage to take a few only... haiz...
Friday, August 28, 2009
需要
如果把你的眼神默背好
就可以无视寂寞的悬崖
我想，我不会像现在这么糟
如果把走过的路都记牢
就可以面对断线的依靠
至少，孤单不用如此的骄傲
不止热雨的微笑
增加跟脑海的湿掉
抓不紧，也放不掉
未来的某个街角是否转身就找得到
爱是一种需要，却不一定要得到
只要你觉得快乐就好
梦会温热眼角，让回忆像水草般缠绕
却总能让人勇敢不笑
爱是一种需要，聚散却没办法预料
只能在心里做个记号
直到哪天遇到，还会是同样的味道
下雨也好驱风也好 心想着就能不会难熬
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
BBQ (er... i know many people ady use this title... but i still need to use it)
@#$@#@$$@$#$%$%^$%&^&^
I know that this will be a long blog, so I had enough rest first before I write this blog…
Last few day really had a lot of thing happening… wakaka.
ok, how to start huh… ok la, start when I’m finishing the physics tuition…
As we are all in the holiday mood, we only got 50% concentration in the tuition… haha..
Then, eu jin fetch me n yong jian back to his house… we bought some ice n battery on the way back
When, I reach his house… Erm, juz feeling like not expected lor… I think his house will be like quite big… but ok la… also quite big lar…. After putting my luggage in his room, we went down for the lunch, it was quite tasty le… His parents really know how to cook man. After eating, we are thinking to take nap but eu jin want to learn mahjong n we didn’t rest at all n dicussing about the mahjong lo…
After finish dicussing, we went down and fix the microphone, n finally, we manage to duel with it when kim fa arrive… he arrive just in time man… Then, we sing until the house nearlt destroyed le… Their parents also scared of us… Nicely their neighbour went out ady… hehe..
At about 4.30 p.m. we decided to go swimming… so, eu jin, yong jian, kim fa, shalyn n me went for swimming. We are having a ball of time there and took some video( u can watch it at kim fa’s blog) At there, I lose something when pushing eu jin into the pool. N I not dare to think about it again… Haiz… don’t talk about that ady la… After that, zhe hao arrived n we call him to meet us at swimming pool. We kacao n kacao him again when he reach the swimming pool… He so kesian… Juz reach only being disturb by us…
Then we went back and have a bath n then doreen call me… she siad she enter to the second junction ady… don’t know la… as I know… she juz went to the wrong junction. After that, kim fa n me go n lead her in.. We nearly lose our direction when lead her in again man… haha… But we manage to find ej house at last… After this, a lot of people arriving n we are having a whale of time in the bbq. U can see the picture in my facebook…
erm… somehow I feel that it’s quite long to write out all the bbq experience le… so, u all juz see from the picture la… hehe, I become lazy ady… haha
After this, like about 1 a.m. they all went back n I continue my ps2 until 6.a.m. juz go back to sleep… That’s all, I want watch drama liao… (lie huo xiong xing) bye bye
I know that this will be a long blog, so I had enough rest first before I write this blog…
Last few day really had a lot of thing happening… wakaka.
ok, how to start huh… ok la, start when I’m finishing the physics tuition…
As we are all in the holiday mood, we only got 50% concentration in the tuition… haha..
Then, eu jin fetch me n yong jian back to his house… we bought some ice n battery on the way back
When, I reach his house… Erm, juz feeling like not expected lor… I think his house will be like quite big… but ok la… also quite big lar…. After putting my luggage in his room, we went down for the lunch, it was quite tasty le… His parents really know how to cook man. After eating, we are thinking to take nap but eu jin want to learn mahjong n we didn’t rest at all n dicussing about the mahjong lo…
After finish dicussing, we went down and fix the microphone, n finally, we manage to duel with it when kim fa arrive… he arrive just in time man… Then, we sing until the house nearlt destroyed le… Their parents also scared of us… Nicely their neighbour went out ady… hehe..
At about 4.30 p.m. we decided to go swimming… so, eu jin, yong jian, kim fa, shalyn n me went for swimming. We are having a ball of time there and took some video( u can watch it at kim fa’s blog) At there, I lose something when pushing eu jin into the pool. N I not dare to think about it again… Haiz… don’t talk about that ady la… After that, zhe hao arrived n we call him to meet us at swimming pool. We kacao n kacao him again when he reach the swimming pool… He so kesian… Juz reach only being disturb by us…
Then we went back and have a bath n then doreen call me… she siad she enter to the second junction ady… don’t know la… as I know… she juz went to the wrong junction. After that, kim fa n me go n lead her in.. We nearly lose our direction when lead her in again man… haha… But we manage to find ej house at last… After this, a lot of people arriving n we are having a whale of time in the bbq. U can see the picture in my facebook…
erm… somehow I feel that it’s quite long to write out all the bbq experience le… so, u all juz see from the picture la… hehe, I become lazy ady… haha
After this, like about 1 a.m. they all went back n I continue my ps2 until 6.a.m. juz go back to sleep… That’s all, I want watch drama liao… (lie huo xiong xing) bye bye
Monday, August 24, 2009
THIS DRIVE ME CRAZY
I KEEP ON PLAYING WITH THIS GAME UNTIL FROM 10P.M. UNTIL 6.A.M. WITH LIANG KHAI AND KIM FA... THIS REALLY DRIVE US CRAZY MAN...
Haiz, not enough sleeping la... so write like this first... so tiring, tommorow juz continue to write my blog and upload the photos... Sry for keeping u all waiting ya... That's all
Friday, August 21, 2009
Love Matters n Class Analysis
Erm, wad to write huh?This few day really no mood to write le…
Where to start huh? This week everything is ending for me…
Wakaka…
First, is the love, I know I had to stop it in order to reduce my painness in my heart.
N the second one is schooling!!! Yeah! Finally, it’s time for me to rest!!!
Err, after the last blog I’ve wrote, I had a bad times for about 5 days, and guess what…
I had free my self from her quite a lot… Maybe I should do that earlier…
Without contacting each other for 5 days… but when I saw her face, I really can’t control my emotion but at last, I had cope with it… It’s quite hard u know… hehe
Since that everythings needs an end for it… Today, I’m going to let her know my feeling about her now… Today morning, I waited her at Ming Han from 6.40 a.m. I know that this action is quite stupid because it’s juz a waste of time, I can just tell her in school, but, I think that if I can tell her without interrupt by others, it will be more ok… I wait n wait…. until my white hair also grow up ady… N when it’s about 7.10, I’m going to go back to school because it’s too late… But, I already waiting for her for so long, why not I juz wait for 5 more minutes? So, I decided to wait for her until 7.15, I decided to count the car pass through for 1 to 10… When I count until 9 car, I begin to sense my hopelessness, n when I count until 10…
Sry ya, the rest all must keep secret because there’s something funny happening and I really can’t write at here, this is er… maybe can call something private la… hehe…
And after the funny things happen, I’m not able to express my feeling to her… After waiting for so long, still haven’t tell her the truth… Haiz… T.T
OK la, don’t talk about those thing ady, it made me nearly late to school, but everything is ‘zhi de’ de…. My english very bad la, haha. Then when I go in the school, I saw my skuad n saw on the top of their head got a big question mark… Maybe they r thinking… Why our ketua skuad today come so late want huh? Normally he very punctual wad… ( haha, my face so thick eh…) When kumpul, I ask them anyone saw me today… N for sure, their answer is NO. Haha, then I also got nothing to say lo… because I never saw them duty ma… Then teck cong come and tell me that today at 11.00 a.m. all the teacher got meeting…walao e, that means that all the prefect must come out for duty again!!! Sianzzz…… Today I think that I also go to school for nothing again, juz chatting niao hua all the way… Really never done something valuable… haha
Sometimes, I shall say that my attitude is very bad in class lo… Is because of my laziness I guess, always never listen to what teacher’s talking n talking at the back and syok sendiri especially with the frog n a new person who kena our virus… kim fa… you r in trouble man… wait we will pull your marks down le… wakaka. I think when teacher’s teaching, the guys at the back are doing their own things… Some chatting, some sleeping, n some of them is day dreaming… Let me analyse this, this is just my analysis ok, it may not be truth… haha, see u all got wad comment la..
First row (L)
This row is quite focusing when teacher’s is teaching, but sometimes one of them will fall down, or emo-ing… no need to say is who la… that person will know de..
Overall focus energy: 80%
Hotness: 80%
Sleeping aura: 20%
First row(R)
This row is known by s.h.e in our class… I can said that they are focusing everytime when the teacher’s teaching, no one in our class can beat this group…
Overall focus energy: 98%
Hotness: 40%
Sleeping aura: 30%
Second row (L)
Erm, this row maybe I’m not so familiar with it, cause maybe got less connection ba…
I only know one person in this row quite well… she may know it… n the rest, after my observe, is quite ok la… but sometimes one or two of them will fall asleep lo… But maybe is too tiring already ba… But, overall is quite good, they’re also quite focusing in class.
Overall focus energy: 75%
Hotness: 20%
Sleeping aura: 40%
Second row (R)
Err… This group… I’m speechless la… 3 of them can consider as niao ren n chatting niao hua all the time… Sometimes they may focus de, it depends… The emotion of this three guys is highly flexible… Because they always got lot’s of problem to think about such as love, studies and career… But I think three of them is the happy go lucky type of person, they will be fine after a few hours n start to chat with their niao hua again… haha
Overall focus energy: 55%
Hotness: 99.9%
Sleeping aura: 40%
Third row (L)
Err… Can be known as ss group ba… Cause always laugh at our stupid jokes like mad person… wakaka. No need to say paying attention in class la.. One of us have a nice sleeping position… popia king… he is the one who’s sleeping lor, then three of us is syok sendiri when teacher’s teaching lo… wahaha… But got one profesor inside, so sometimes he will focus especially in physic period…
Overall focus energy: 10%
Hotness: Unknown
Sleeping aura: 50%
Third row (R)
Err, this group is a mixed group… Hard to analyse la.. It will be quite long, cause it is too much budaya inside. First, got one big mouth profesor inside lo… His thing no need to say ady la… He’s ady a big mouth ma… Then is ah pok, or ‘qing shen’… He is also affected by love matters lately, but now’s ok.. Sometimes, u need to call him a lot of time he juz reply u want… Maybe he’s too serious with his job ba… don’t ‘an shuang’ ya…
Then is the two sleeping bugs… not much to said, and one shy guy… profesor snape (ervin) Come on, juz brave yourself up man, the girl in our class won’t bite you want…
Overall focus energy: 50% ( affected by the sleeping bugs)
Hotness: 60% ( also affected by the sleeping bugs)
Sleeping aura: 80% ( Don’t ask why)
Forth row (L)
Erm, juz fill in by two person, always chit-chat at the back, talking a lot of private things and mostly is about girls, don’t see them so gentle eh, when they become fierce, very horrible de… hahaha… They also like to disturb popia, scared him with all sorts of things… So, do you thing they will focus in class???
Overall focus energy: 15%
Hotness: 100% with girls, 60% with guys
Sleeping aura: 60%
Forth row (R)
This row, err… no comment lo… got three emo guys, I also don’t know wad the hell they do at the back… Maybe they are hot sometimes, I never know… As we said… Don’t judge a book by it’s cover… One of them also affected by love matters, no need to say la, the whole form 6 know ady wad… with the same name as me… haha
Overall focus energy: 20%
Hotness: 15%
Sleeping aura: 70%
Fifth row (L) (R)
Err, this row is quite unique… haha, maybe you all never see anybody sitting there eh, but sometimes got people saw some thing floating near there… I guess you know wad is it right??? wakaka
Overall focus energy: Unknown
Hotness: 0%
Coolness: 100%
Sleeping aura: 99.9% (hope is not 100% cause now they are quite active ady, remember wad
is the lunar month now)
P.S. THE SLEEPING AURA IS AFFECTED THE MOST IN A PERIOD, AND I HOPE
THAT EVERYONE KNOWS THAT… WAKAKA
Ok, I think today I had write more than enough ady… if got any comment, plz speak up or write on the chat box beside… thanks ya… I need your support…
Where to start huh? This week everything is ending for me…
Wakaka…
First, is the love, I know I had to stop it in order to reduce my painness in my heart.
N the second one is schooling!!! Yeah! Finally, it’s time for me to rest!!!
Err, after the last blog I’ve wrote, I had a bad times for about 5 days, and guess what…
I had free my self from her quite a lot… Maybe I should do that earlier…
Without contacting each other for 5 days… but when I saw her face, I really can’t control my emotion but at last, I had cope with it… It’s quite hard u know… hehe
Since that everythings needs an end for it… Today, I’m going to let her know my feeling about her now… Today morning, I waited her at Ming Han from 6.40 a.m. I know that this action is quite stupid because it’s juz a waste of time, I can just tell her in school, but, I think that if I can tell her without interrupt by others, it will be more ok… I wait n wait…. until my white hair also grow up ady… N when it’s about 7.10, I’m going to go back to school because it’s too late… But, I already waiting for her for so long, why not I juz wait for 5 more minutes? So, I decided to wait for her until 7.15, I decided to count the car pass through for 1 to 10… When I count until 9 car, I begin to sense my hopelessness, n when I count until 10…
Sry ya, the rest all must keep secret because there’s something funny happening and I really can’t write at here, this is er… maybe can call something private la… hehe…
And after the funny things happen, I’m not able to express my feeling to her… After waiting for so long, still haven’t tell her the truth… Haiz… T.T
OK la, don’t talk about those thing ady, it made me nearly late to school, but everything is ‘zhi de’ de…. My english very bad la, haha. Then when I go in the school, I saw my skuad n saw on the top of their head got a big question mark… Maybe they r thinking… Why our ketua skuad today come so late want huh? Normally he very punctual wad… ( haha, my face so thick eh…) When kumpul, I ask them anyone saw me today… N for sure, their answer is NO. Haha, then I also got nothing to say lo… because I never saw them duty ma… Then teck cong come and tell me that today at 11.00 a.m. all the teacher got meeting…walao e, that means that all the prefect must come out for duty again!!! Sianzzz…… Today I think that I also go to school for nothing again, juz chatting niao hua all the way… Really never done something valuable… haha
Sometimes, I shall say that my attitude is very bad in class lo… Is because of my laziness I guess, always never listen to what teacher’s talking n talking at the back and syok sendiri especially with the frog n a new person who kena our virus… kim fa… you r in trouble man… wait we will pull your marks down le… wakaka. I think when teacher’s teaching, the guys at the back are doing their own things… Some chatting, some sleeping, n some of them is day dreaming… Let me analyse this, this is just my analysis ok, it may not be truth… haha, see u all got wad comment la..
First row (L)
This row is quite focusing when teacher’s is teaching, but sometimes one of them will fall down, or emo-ing… no need to say is who la… that person will know de..
Overall focus energy: 80%
Hotness: 80%
Sleeping aura: 20%
First row(R)
This row is known by s.h.e in our class… I can said that they are focusing everytime when the teacher’s teaching, no one in our class can beat this group…
Overall focus energy: 98%
Hotness: 40%
Sleeping aura: 30%
Second row (L)
Erm, this row maybe I’m not so familiar with it, cause maybe got less connection ba…
I only know one person in this row quite well… she may know it… n the rest, after my observe, is quite ok la… but sometimes one or two of them will fall asleep lo… But maybe is too tiring already ba… But, overall is quite good, they’re also quite focusing in class.
Overall focus energy: 75%
Hotness: 20%
Sleeping aura: 40%
Second row (R)
Err… This group… I’m speechless la… 3 of them can consider as niao ren n chatting niao hua all the time… Sometimes they may focus de, it depends… The emotion of this three guys is highly flexible… Because they always got lot’s of problem to think about such as love, studies and career… But I think three of them is the happy go lucky type of person, they will be fine after a few hours n start to chat with their niao hua again… haha
Overall focus energy: 55%
Hotness: 99.9%
Sleeping aura: 40%
Third row (L)
Err… Can be known as ss group ba… Cause always laugh at our stupid jokes like mad person… wakaka. No need to say paying attention in class la.. One of us have a nice sleeping position… popia king… he is the one who’s sleeping lor, then three of us is syok sendiri when teacher’s teaching lo… wahaha… But got one profesor inside, so sometimes he will focus especially in physic period…
Overall focus energy: 10%
Hotness: Unknown
Sleeping aura: 50%
Third row (R)
Err, this group is a mixed group… Hard to analyse la.. It will be quite long, cause it is too much budaya inside. First, got one big mouth profesor inside lo… His thing no need to say ady la… He’s ady a big mouth ma… Then is ah pok, or ‘qing shen’… He is also affected by love matters lately, but now’s ok.. Sometimes, u need to call him a lot of time he juz reply u want… Maybe he’s too serious with his job ba… don’t ‘an shuang’ ya…
Then is the two sleeping bugs… not much to said, and one shy guy… profesor snape (ervin) Come on, juz brave yourself up man, the girl in our class won’t bite you want…
Overall focus energy: 50% ( affected by the sleeping bugs)
Hotness: 60% ( also affected by the sleeping bugs)
Sleeping aura: 80% ( Don’t ask why)
Forth row (L)
Erm, juz fill in by two person, always chit-chat at the back, talking a lot of private things and mostly is about girls, don’t see them so gentle eh, when they become fierce, very horrible de… hahaha… They also like to disturb popia, scared him with all sorts of things… So, do you thing they will focus in class???
Overall focus energy: 15%
Hotness: 100% with girls, 60% with guys
Sleeping aura: 60%
Forth row (R)
This row, err… no comment lo… got three emo guys, I also don’t know wad the hell they do at the back… Maybe they are hot sometimes, I never know… As we said… Don’t judge a book by it’s cover… One of them also affected by love matters, no need to say la, the whole form 6 know ady wad… with the same name as me… haha
Overall focus energy: 20%
Hotness: 15%
Sleeping aura: 70%
Fifth row (L) (R)
Err, this row is quite unique… haha, maybe you all never see anybody sitting there eh, but sometimes got people saw some thing floating near there… I guess you know wad is it right??? wakaka
Overall focus energy: Unknown
Hotness: 0%
Coolness: 100%
Sleeping aura: 99.9% (hope is not 100% cause now they are quite active ady, remember wad
is the lunar month now)
P.S. THE SLEEPING AURA IS AFFECTED THE MOST IN A PERIOD, AND I HOPE
THAT EVERYONE KNOWS THAT… WAKAKA
Ok, I think today I had write more than enough ady… if got any comment, plz speak up or write on the chat box beside… thanks ya… I need your support…
Sunday, August 16, 2009
erm... how?
Today i woke up juz as usual, about 9.30. Cause got tuition.
N i'm really exhausted when i'm on my way to tuition.
In juz a few minutes, i had thinking a lot of things that happen recently...
Yesterday, i msn a fellow, which i'm not so covenience to tell u all who is it...
I know that she was sick last few days. I heard that she had vomit n had a bad day...
But when she is suffering, i don't know wad to do... N when i try to care about her, she juz refuse to my help..
Maybe i'm wrong... I'm a disturbance for her.. Or i'm juz worse than being a friends for her. But, why, why should this happens to me?? i had though for it again n again... repeat to think of it again n again, but at last, i didn't get the answer...
Maybe, this is because of that incident which happen in the past 1 month?
This had made our relationship broken down... I mean totally break down...
Somehow, i manage to cope with it but it's still a mystery for me what will happen next...
N lastly, these things had end up with a sad ending.. Everything has an end of it, it depends, some of us may had a delightful ending, but some will has a horrible ending...
It's juz the ways u cope wih the problem... N how is ur feeling when u know something is happening to urself. Maybe u all is quite confusing about this but let me clarify it...
Yesterday, i'm thinking to invite her out to jonker walk...
So, i decided to invite her by sending the ivitation through facebook mail...
But when i open my msn, i realise she had online... Therefore, i chat with her n realise a big secret.. I means the secret is quite big for me only ok...
The secret is certaintly unacceptable for me at that moment, but it is the truth, nothing can change it, n if i really want to change it, it is nearly impossible...
The secret is she already had a boyfriend n she is going out with him tonight
I really cannot accept the truth. Firstly, i m thinking she was kidding...
But, soonly, i realise that this is not funny at all...
I became more n more impatien n thinking of it again n again...
Finally, i decided not to disturb her for a moment because i need time to accept this...
But i think this will last forever as i know that it is hard to continue eventough to continue as a friend... I shut down my pc, hopelessly, n try to realease my stress with all sort of ways...
This afternoon i went for gym with my working friends... N i think that it was the best time to release stress.
I'm the first one to reach there. After that, they arrived one by one n we go up the gym n paid the entrance fee... There is a indian guys there which can be consider as coach. He asked us, all of u come to gym first time a? We watch at each others, n juz nodded.
So, he force us to cycle for 15 minutes with our fastest speed.
After this, he tured on the screw so that the gear is tight n harder to cycle. For girls, he juz turn 1 round but for me, he turned 3 times man... that means i need to cycle harder than them 3 more times man...
After this, he made us do the climbing excersise, but the machine i used is different for them, but that's ok la... I juz climed 30 floors in 5 minutes n the machine keep on remind me that i'm steping too hard... hehe...
After this, the coach tell us how to use all the machine in the gym n i become the white mice to demonstrate how to use it... Some of the machine is quite smelly man!!! haha.
After showing how to operate all the machine (there is about 20 different machine), we are free to walk around n try... I want to concentrate on my big belly, so i decided to try the machine which can keep my belly fit. The machine which use to trained our stomach muscle there is from 17 to 20. Therefore, i keep on repeatin on those machine again n again... Until i feel exhausted... I juz try the machine for my hands n legs. or in scientific terms, biceps n triceps.
Maybe I’m thinking of ways to release my stress y doing this… But after trying all those machine, I think that it’s not enough for me. Out of the blue, I saw the sand bag which shine brightly in front of my eyes… Without hesitation, I rush through it n punch it with all my strength I left. I keep on punching n punching n my mind is still keep on thinking of all the incident between me her……
Until my friends come n stop me… At that time, I saw my hand is bleeding n not too serious la, I think that if they never stop me from keep on hurting myself, I would seriously hurt… After watching my hand, I continue to cycle beside the mirror, I can feel the wind breeze sweeping on my face n I feel that it’s refreshing. Therefore, I stop cycling n walk towards the windows. I watch down the building n see the vehicles passing through the building one by one… Once again, I’m thinking to kill myself… Y should I do that, nicely my mind is still clear never do that, why should I die juz because of these small incident??? I’m thinking of it… I think I should made this as a lesson for me for not too childish next time… I shall look before I leapt…
After this, I shared my sad experience with the ladies, they are quite nice n listen to my experience carefully… They said that I am too aggressive n I need to slow down my pace. But I think that it’s too late. But they tell me that anything u want to do won’t be late, it’s depend on ur determination and courage u had… I think that they are quite right but I ‘m really too frustrated to continue, I’m really tired with this man. They also advice me that there’s a lot of trees n flowers when I’m in university. All of them had their boy friends ady n they share their experience with me, I had learned a lot… But their experience I shall keep secret la… lol
We dismissed at about 7.15p.m. They are going to jonker walk after this n they asked me whether I want to join… But I have no mood, really no mood that time n refuse their invitation.
That night I can’t really sleep cause I really cannot accept the truth yet, I’m thinking of a lot of reason, and thinking that she would cheat me… But I now that it’s not possible to be the truth…
Finally, I’m back to sense n go into the tuition centre… Haha, I guess some of you all had left out because maybe really thinking too much already… When I go into the tuition centre, I’m seeking for my final confirmation with a person, which is her best friends… N when I know that that’s the truth, my heart really drop to the bottom of my heart, he said that she also don’t know that she had bf until yesterday night she juz realise.
I go into the class hopelessly, thinking of it again n again, did I do anything wrong, maybe… My mind is juz totally blank for 2 hours in the tuition n only at the last 30 minutes, I came back to sense n continue with the lessons, but I’m still got a little bit blur la… HAIZ………..
Y the god want to treat me like this!!!!!
Someone please help me…
N i'm really exhausted when i'm on my way to tuition.
In juz a few minutes, i had thinking a lot of things that happen recently...
Yesterday, i msn a fellow, which i'm not so covenience to tell u all who is it...
I know that she was sick last few days. I heard that she had vomit n had a bad day...
But when she is suffering, i don't know wad to do... N when i try to care about her, she juz refuse to my help..
Maybe i'm wrong... I'm a disturbance for her.. Or i'm juz worse than being a friends for her. But, why, why should this happens to me?? i had though for it again n again... repeat to think of it again n again, but at last, i didn't get the answer...
Maybe, this is because of that incident which happen in the past 1 month?
This had made our relationship broken down... I mean totally break down...
Somehow, i manage to cope with it but it's still a mystery for me what will happen next...
N lastly, these things had end up with a sad ending.. Everything has an end of it, it depends, some of us may had a delightful ending, but some will has a horrible ending...
It's juz the ways u cope wih the problem... N how is ur feeling when u know something is happening to urself. Maybe u all is quite confusing about this but let me clarify it...
Yesterday, i'm thinking to invite her out to jonker walk...
So, i decided to invite her by sending the ivitation through facebook mail...
But when i open my msn, i realise she had online... Therefore, i chat with her n realise a big secret.. I means the secret is quite big for me only ok...
The secret is certaintly unacceptable for me at that moment, but it is the truth, nothing can change it, n if i really want to change it, it is nearly impossible...
The secret is she already had a boyfriend n she is going out with him tonight
I really cannot accept the truth. Firstly, i m thinking she was kidding...
But, soonly, i realise that this is not funny at all...
I became more n more impatien n thinking of it again n again...
Finally, i decided not to disturb her for a moment because i need time to accept this...
But i think this will last forever as i know that it is hard to continue eventough to continue as a friend... I shut down my pc, hopelessly, n try to realease my stress with all sort of ways...
This afternoon i went for gym with my working friends... N i think that it was the best time to release stress.
I'm the first one to reach there. After that, they arrived one by one n we go up the gym n paid the entrance fee... There is a indian guys there which can be consider as coach. He asked us, all of u come to gym first time a? We watch at each others, n juz nodded.
So, he force us to cycle for 15 minutes with our fastest speed.
After this, he tured on the screw so that the gear is tight n harder to cycle. For girls, he juz turn 1 round but for me, he turned 3 times man... that means i need to cycle harder than them 3 more times man...
After this, he made us do the climbing excersise, but the machine i used is different for them, but that's ok la... I juz climed 30 floors in 5 minutes n the machine keep on remind me that i'm steping too hard... hehe...
After this, the coach tell us how to use all the machine in the gym n i become the white mice to demonstrate how to use it... Some of the machine is quite smelly man!!! haha.
After showing how to operate all the machine (there is about 20 different machine), we are free to walk around n try... I want to concentrate on my big belly, so i decided to try the machine which can keep my belly fit. The machine which use to trained our stomach muscle there is from 17 to 20. Therefore, i keep on repeatin on those machine again n again... Until i feel exhausted... I juz try the machine for my hands n legs. or in scientific terms, biceps n triceps.
Maybe I’m thinking of ways to release my stress y doing this… But after trying all those machine, I think that it’s not enough for me. Out of the blue, I saw the sand bag which shine brightly in front of my eyes… Without hesitation, I rush through it n punch it with all my strength I left. I keep on punching n punching n my mind is still keep on thinking of all the incident between me her……
Until my friends come n stop me… At that time, I saw my hand is bleeding n not too serious la, I think that if they never stop me from keep on hurting myself, I would seriously hurt… After watching my hand, I continue to cycle beside the mirror, I can feel the wind breeze sweeping on my face n I feel that it’s refreshing. Therefore, I stop cycling n walk towards the windows. I watch down the building n see the vehicles passing through the building one by one… Once again, I’m thinking to kill myself… Y should I do that, nicely my mind is still clear never do that, why should I die juz because of these small incident??? I’m thinking of it… I think I should made this as a lesson for me for not too childish next time… I shall look before I leapt…
After this, I shared my sad experience with the ladies, they are quite nice n listen to my experience carefully… They said that I am too aggressive n I need to slow down my pace. But I think that it’s too late. But they tell me that anything u want to do won’t be late, it’s depend on ur determination and courage u had… I think that they are quite right but I ‘m really too frustrated to continue, I’m really tired with this man. They also advice me that there’s a lot of trees n flowers when I’m in university. All of them had their boy friends ady n they share their experience with me, I had learned a lot… But their experience I shall keep secret la… lol
We dismissed at about 7.15p.m. They are going to jonker walk after this n they asked me whether I want to join… But I have no mood, really no mood that time n refuse their invitation.
That night I can’t really sleep cause I really cannot accept the truth yet, I’m thinking of a lot of reason, and thinking that she would cheat me… But I now that it’s not possible to be the truth…
Finally, I’m back to sense n go into the tuition centre… Haha, I guess some of you all had left out because maybe really thinking too much already… When I go into the tuition centre, I’m seeking for my final confirmation with a person, which is her best friends… N when I know that that’s the truth, my heart really drop to the bottom of my heart, he said that she also don’t know that she had bf until yesterday night she juz realise.
I go into the class hopelessly, thinking of it again n again, did I do anything wrong, maybe… My mind is juz totally blank for 2 hours in the tuition n only at the last 30 minutes, I came back to sense n continue with the lessons, but I’m still got a little bit blur la… HAIZ………..
Y the god want to treat me like this!!!!!
Someone please help me…
Some of the picture in the gym is publish above.... Quite messy la... hehe, i don't know how to arrange le...
Thursday, August 13, 2009
finally, the war has ended peacefully...
today morning i go to skul is juz as normal...
first go l6sn3 n suan somebody, then go duty...
walao so funny... one of my ahli... i think is huei wen, told me that she saw ghost yesterday nite... the ghost is a cat with scary eyes n on the centre of the road last night...
she said that she was the only one who saw it when her mother stop the car while her brother n mother never saw it.... her eye sure got problem liao... muz go n check... so, anyone who live near bukit cheng shall be careful because she saw it there... near my house...
after halau all the student from canteen, i nwalked out to tennis court n the first thing i felt is.... RAINING.. juz as i ask teck cong wad to do next, i saw the form 3 n form5 students walked back into the class without receiving any instruction... i'm thinking the other ketua skuad will block them from going into their class because his job i s to guard the class while mine is to guard the canteen...
BUT>>> he didn't even block the students ways into their class n juz lepas them only... but also cannot sayhe 100% wrong la... cause i also didn't help him since it was raining ma.... but today i shoput at him again, i feel so sorry to him man... sry ya... ah toh... i know that i not suppose to do that to u but the situation is too bad ady... i had no choice ma...
thinking to going back to class after this... but, something which made me shocked is that siew want us to call ALL, i means ALL the student to come out n beratur again... so, i juz try my best with my penolong n manage to call they all out... BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 siew scolded me n said got a lot of form 5 upstairs, i m thinking... not the other skuad halao form 5 meh??? how come they all never come down one???
as i go up the stairs, walao... all the form 5 students still playing inside their class... ireally 'pek cek' man.... i shouted them one class by one class angryly... n they all juz guai guai go down lo... maybe my shout will make many people 'bu shuang'... but that time n really fed-up with this man...
WHEN I CAME DOWN!!! i saw something quite funny, i saw ah toh juz coming n halao form 3... i really angry n scolded him again... haha. i very evileh... always scold him, he so ke lian...
then i saw my ahli all coming towards the form 3 block... i ask them curiously...y u all come here, i halao finish liao ma... they said siew call them to come here because nobody halao... i call they all go back to tennis court with me....
THEN, SOMETHING I REALLY FED-UP HAPPENS.....
AS i walk in the teenis court, i heard siew said like this...
Siew: the ketua skuad saya pun tak tahupergi mana, semua balik class... kamu ini kan pengawas, perlu tunjukkan teladan kepada pelajar ma...
wad the f.... i really want to go in front n give him a punch man... ady help u so much to halao the students all over again u said like this somemore... go back ur village la... stupid... bastard... only know how to use ur mouth to earn money.... go n cut ur tongue made u cannot talk a...
wakaka.... m i so evil.... don't take it seroiusly la..... juz kidding...
(((sry ya... phak sheng... i know i not suppose to wrote that)))
then i m thinking of doing nothing after 1 hour, very wasting time, never even study yet... so, i decide to ask doreen to thing me coding method lo... thanks ya doreen, i think i know how to do in my exam ady... i means after ur teaching... really tq...
after this, guess wad, i peng to sc 5 ady... juz gossip lo... but i think my feel is not as stong as earlier ady... i don't know y, n not going to know y.... juz sui yuan lor.... i really don't know wad to do man... my head got a lot of maybe? maybe this? maybe that? juz a lot of ??? in my head out of a sudden...
Recess time, i go n duty again... haiz... irealise that the pagar behind the form 4 is broken down... n my ahli told me that got people ponteng.... after collecting the information, i tell ketua lor.... firstly i m thinking to walk with her n see teacher want... but...haiz... malas la, need to walk so far somemore... so, i juz stay there n here teck cong talking niao hua with all the form 4 guys...
after recess.... i feel very tired man... really tired as i went into the class..... cause really too many ??? in my head ady... i really don't know wad to do, talk niao hua also no mood ady la... so, i juz sitting alone n trying to sleep, always i want to juz close my eyes n sleep, got people come n kacao me... first is wan shean... then is yew ming, n last is ann chze.... haiz... idecided not to sleep ady la... i juz wake up n become emo lo.... dreaming all the time until exam... i know somebody got the same feeling with me lar.... but my situation is worst.... i got lots of ??? in my mind n don't know wad to do.... so, i juz sit down n take out a paper n list out wad m i thinking... but also got people disturb me agian.. i fed up... after lipat the paper.... i tear it into pieces n throw it away, without any mercy... i really fed-up on that time man... but after the exam i feel release.... so now ok ady lor...... haha, write so long today, ntg to do at home ma.... i think enough ady la...bb
first go l6sn3 n suan somebody, then go duty...
walao so funny... one of my ahli... i think is huei wen, told me that she saw ghost yesterday nite... the ghost is a cat with scary eyes n on the centre of the road last night...
she said that she was the only one who saw it when her mother stop the car while her brother n mother never saw it.... her eye sure got problem liao... muz go n check... so, anyone who live near bukit cheng shall be careful because she saw it there... near my house...
after halau all the student from canteen, i nwalked out to tennis court n the first thing i felt is.... RAINING.. juz as i ask teck cong wad to do next, i saw the form 3 n form5 students walked back into the class without receiving any instruction... i'm thinking the other ketua skuad will block them from going into their class because his job i s to guard the class while mine is to guard the canteen...
BUT>>> he didn't even block the students ways into their class n juz lepas them only... but also cannot sayhe 100% wrong la... cause i also didn't help him since it was raining ma.... but today i shoput at him again, i feel so sorry to him man... sry ya... ah toh... i know that i not suppose to do that to u but the situation is too bad ady... i had no choice ma...
thinking to going back to class after this... but, something which made me shocked is that siew want us to call ALL, i means ALL the student to come out n beratur again... so, i juz try my best with my penolong n manage to call they all out... BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 siew scolded me n said got a lot of form 5 upstairs, i m thinking... not the other skuad halao form 5 meh??? how come they all never come down one???
as i go up the stairs, walao... all the form 5 students still playing inside their class... ireally 'pek cek' man.... i shouted them one class by one class angryly... n they all juz guai guai go down lo... maybe my shout will make many people 'bu shuang'... but that time n really fed-up with this man...
WHEN I CAME DOWN!!! i saw something quite funny, i saw ah toh juz coming n halao form 3... i really angry n scolded him again... haha. i very evileh... always scold him, he so ke lian...
then i saw my ahli all coming towards the form 3 block... i ask them curiously...y u all come here, i halao finish liao ma... they said siew call them to come here because nobody halao... i call they all go back to tennis court with me....
THEN, SOMETHING I REALLY FED-UP HAPPENS.....
AS i walk in the teenis court, i heard siew said like this...
Siew: the ketua skuad saya pun tak tahupergi mana, semua balik class... kamu ini kan pengawas, perlu tunjukkan teladan kepada pelajar ma...
wad the f.... i really want to go in front n give him a punch man... ady help u so much to halao the students all over again u said like this somemore... go back ur village la... stupid... bastard... only know how to use ur mouth to earn money.... go n cut ur tongue made u cannot talk a...
wakaka.... m i so evil.... don't take it seroiusly la..... juz kidding...
(((sry ya... phak sheng... i know i not suppose to wrote that)))
then i m thinking of doing nothing after 1 hour, very wasting time, never even study yet... so, i decide to ask doreen to thing me coding method lo... thanks ya doreen, i think i know how to do in my exam ady... i means after ur teaching... really tq...
after this, guess wad, i peng to sc 5 ady... juz gossip lo... but i think my feel is not as stong as earlier ady... i don't know y, n not going to know y.... juz sui yuan lor.... i really don't know wad to do man... my head got a lot of maybe? maybe this? maybe that? juz a lot of ??? in my head out of a sudden...
Recess time, i go n duty again... haiz... irealise that the pagar behind the form 4 is broken down... n my ahli told me that got people ponteng.... after collecting the information, i tell ketua lor.... firstly i m thinking to walk with her n see teacher want... but...haiz... malas la, need to walk so far somemore... so, i juz stay there n here teck cong talking niao hua with all the form 4 guys...
after recess.... i feel very tired man... really tired as i went into the class..... cause really too many ??? in my head ady... i really don't know wad to do, talk niao hua also no mood ady la... so, i juz sitting alone n trying to sleep, always i want to juz close my eyes n sleep, got people come n kacao me... first is wan shean... then is yew ming, n last is ann chze.... haiz... idecided not to sleep ady la... i juz wake up n become emo lo.... dreaming all the time until exam... i know somebody got the same feeling with me lar.... but my situation is worst.... i got lots of ??? in my mind n don't know wad to do.... so, i juz sit down n take out a paper n list out wad m i thinking... but also got people disturb me agian.. i fed up... after lipat the paper.... i tear it into pieces n throw it away, without any mercy... i really fed-up on that time man... but after the exam i feel release.... so now ok ady lor...... haha, write so long today, ntg to do at home ma.... i think enough ady la...bb
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
wad the ..., nvm, left one subject only la... can relax
haiz... so long never touch my blog ady.... since tomorrow only got maths 2, i can finally breath in more fresh air n not the smell of hell because i nearly reach heaven ady...
about last few days, i m so stressful n going to break into pieces coping with the exam... but finally, i get my first flat in form 6 that's my pa... i got 86 man, how happy m i... but when i think about other subject which i going to fail like physic, chemistry n maths, my heart gone down again, 1 more is the things la.... u all know want la...
today morning maybe i m too cold too my skuad ady... i use them as my 'chu qi tong'... sry ya for those ahli in my skuad.... cause today morning my mood really not so good... if i shout at u all, hope u all don't mind ya... if i m too cold, never respond to ur question, i at here muz say really really sorry to u all....
when i walk into the class, WALAO E!!!!! i saw physic (8.00-9.30) written on the black board, i haven revise anything yet because of yesterday incident.... but nvm la, juz flip through the notes a while lo, i also lepas tangan ady de... the question mostly come out from the longman book, if u all check properly... n some the mr, lai go n change the answer until no correct answer inside the exam... if u all check properly, u will realize it...
after physic test, suddenly we all don't know wad to do next, cause muet no need study de ma... so our class is diveded into a few dicussing group again... i also selit here selit there looking for news.... hehe, i very flexible want, n i don't mind if u say me pat... i really got a bit sam pat want...
walao, today kim fa done something very brave le, he tried to grab something from somebody n grab her hand tightly man... chee hao, be careful o...haha, i guess u all know wad i mean ady lo...
ok, want go eat liao, juz write until here la, the rest all muz keep secret liao...
about last few days, i m so stressful n going to break into pieces coping with the exam... but finally, i get my first flat in form 6 that's my pa... i got 86 man, how happy m i... but when i think about other subject which i going to fail like physic, chemistry n maths, my heart gone down again, 1 more is the things la.... u all know want la...
today morning maybe i m too cold too my skuad ady... i use them as my 'chu qi tong'... sry ya for those ahli in my skuad.... cause today morning my mood really not so good... if i shout at u all, hope u all don't mind ya... if i m too cold, never respond to ur question, i at here muz say really really sorry to u all....
when i walk into the class, WALAO E!!!!! i saw physic (8.00-9.30) written on the black board, i haven revise anything yet because of yesterday incident.... but nvm la, juz flip through the notes a while lo, i also lepas tangan ady de... the question mostly come out from the longman book, if u all check properly... n some the mr, lai go n change the answer until no correct answer inside the exam... if u all check properly, u will realize it...
after physic test, suddenly we all don't know wad to do next, cause muet no need study de ma... so our class is diveded into a few dicussing group again... i also selit here selit there looking for news.... hehe, i very flexible want, n i don't mind if u say me pat... i really got a bit sam pat want...
walao, today kim fa done something very brave le, he tried to grab something from somebody n grab her hand tightly man... chee hao, be careful o...haha, i guess u all know wad i mean ady lo...
ok, want go eat liao, juz write until here la, the rest all muz keep secret liao...
Friday, August 7, 2009
EXAM!! EXAM!!!! EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh, two more days...
wad can i do, today morning i enclosed myself in my father's tuition room to study.
(without handphone, psp, music, n my pc) so, i can't do anything n juz concentrate on my studies...
i think this will worked but after 2 hours, i can't stand it n rush downstairs n on my pc again... haiz, y can't i controlled myself... Y!!! someone could help me? If like this , i scared i get a lot of red result man...
but this type of style works u know, after studying for two hours, i learned more than i study 6 hours downstairs. very confusing eh... let me summarize this...
study 2 hours without hp, pc n psp = study 6 hours with hp, pc n psp...
i guess u all know wad i means...
so try n study without all those things, i hope everyone can get good results ya...
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!
wad can i do, today morning i enclosed myself in my father's tuition room to study.
(without handphone, psp, music, n my pc) so, i can't do anything n juz concentrate on my studies...
i think this will worked but after 2 hours, i can't stand it n rush downstairs n on my pc again... haiz, y can't i controlled myself... Y!!! someone could help me? If like this , i scared i get a lot of red result man...
but this type of style works u know, after studying for two hours, i learned more than i study 6 hours downstairs. very confusing eh... let me summarize this...
study 2 hours without hp, pc n psp = study 6 hours with hp, pc n psp...
i guess u all know wad i means...
so try n study without all those things, i hope everyone can get good results ya...
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, August 6, 2009
remember u... liew kim fa!!!
walao, he so cruel... u know... u muz not be like this n mind ur attitude man.
how can u call ur injured ahli to do 10 times pumping plus 10 times disco...
haiz, i juz pei he ni u know, if not st. john lam liao
haiyo, cannot like this want... this is my advise la... but nvm la... afetr this also don't have meeting liao, got puasa...
n haiz, next monday got exam liao la... so sad... i still can write my blog hor, i wonder why
tomorrow dont know want to ponteng ma, haiz... anyone got idea???
today go to form four got people ask me to teach physic, but haiz... all the thiungs i forgot liao, how to teach... lagi sia sui want is i ingat she is upper 6 want... but ok la, i got people teman to chat n no need duty... hahaha, next time can do like this for every form.
today when i m talking with doreen, suddenly siew n chee hao appear...
n er..... long story la, i lazy want type...
lastly, i really like to be in bio stream man, it's so nice.. especially the experiment... can duel with the animal.. but got a little bit cruel la....
u see physic exp., kanasai man, still using the pendulum doing all sort's of stupid experiment... haiz, i want to change stream liao la...
how can u call ur injured ahli to do 10 times pumping plus 10 times disco...
haiz, i juz pei he ni u know, if not st. john lam liao
haiyo, cannot like this want... this is my advise la... but nvm la... afetr this also don't have meeting liao, got puasa...
n haiz, next monday got exam liao la... so sad... i still can write my blog hor, i wonder why
tomorrow dont know want to ponteng ma, haiz... anyone got idea???
today go to form four got people ask me to teach physic, but haiz... all the thiungs i forgot liao, how to teach... lagi sia sui want is i ingat she is upper 6 want... but ok la, i got people teman to chat n no need duty... hahaha, next time can do like this for every form.
today when i m talking with doreen, suddenly siew n chee hao appear...
n er..... long story la, i lazy want type...
lastly, i really like to be in bio stream man, it's so nice.. especially the experiment... can duel with the animal.. but got a little bit cruel la....
u see physic exp., kanasai man, still using the pendulum doing all sort's of stupid experiment... haiz, i want to change stream liao la...
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
haiz... a quite boring day...
today morning when i woke up, i'm thinking not to go to skul, after thinking for a few minutes, i decided to juz go la......
but, i made a wrong decision as the period is soooo boring n i didn't even learn anything in skul...
the physic teacher made my life suffer more... haiz, he also always do wrong the question but he always admit that physic is very easy...
i really want to wallap him man!!! When he said the phase (physic is very very easy want)
oh ya, about the presentation this morning, the starting is quite good but there's a lot of mistake in the graph... so sad.. n i hear something after the quiz between chee hao n xxx it begin likte this..
chee hao: ur voice is so... er.... na............. tu.... raal.... i also dunno how he pronouns it la...
xxx: thank you...
doreen, be careful o...
juz a small thing only la, don't care much about that anymore...
haiz, last few day i m busy with my xxxx things n now, it's solve.... n another problem is coming soon!!! n will happen soonly, n that is exam!!! walao, all the subject i haven't even touch yet, somebody could help me ma???
i think tomorrow i should juz stay at home or go ske n study because...
I DIDN'T LEARN ANYTHING AT SKUL!!!!
but, i made a wrong decision as the period is soooo boring n i didn't even learn anything in skul...
the physic teacher made my life suffer more... haiz, he also always do wrong the question but he always admit that physic is very easy...
i really want to wallap him man!!! When he said the phase (physic is very very easy want)
oh ya, about the presentation this morning, the starting is quite good but there's a lot of mistake in the graph... so sad.. n i hear something after the quiz between chee hao n xxx it begin likte this..
chee hao: ur voice is so... er.... na............. tu.... raal.... i also dunno how he pronouns it la...
xxx: thank you...
doreen, be careful o...
juz a small thing only la, don't care much about that anymore...
haiz, last few day i m busy with my xxxx things n now, it's solve.... n another problem is coming soon!!! n will happen soonly, n that is exam!!! walao, all the subject i haven't even touch yet, somebody could help me ma???
i think tomorrow i should juz stay at home or go ske n study because...
I DIDN'T LEARN ANYTHING AT SKUL!!!!
Monday, August 3, 2009
life's still full of challenging..
Finally, i decided to continue my blog...
i don't think that i would be fun in form 6..
in these few months, i really undergo lots of problem...
First, is the relationship... but it's solve now...
Second.. is the career.. About the prefect things... But it's partially solve...
Thirdly, is the study, the suffer want...
Until, now... It's not solved yet n still a mysteries...
That's the summarize of it n i dont want to talk about the sad life again...
today, i m a brand new person again...
like leehom song... gai bian zhi ji
i want to forget everything in the past n gambateh...
today i had my peka n everything going smoothly...
that's all...
oh ya... many people got h1n1... today when i walk with karen back to the class, she's seems like not so comfortable.. i ingat is my problem but she said she got fever+sneeze+sore throat... walao, when i listen to this, i m so scared man. quickly, i cover my mouth n nose with my blazer... haha, i so pervert eh... no la, i juz act like i m scared of that h1n1 disease...
lastly, i hope our skul will be closed down asap especially on next week... cause exam ma... wakaka!!!!!!!!!!!
i don't think that i would be fun in form 6..
in these few months, i really undergo lots of problem...
First, is the relationship... but it's solve now...
Second.. is the career.. About the prefect things... But it's partially solve...
Thirdly, is the study, the suffer want...
Until, now... It's not solved yet n still a mysteries...
That's the summarize of it n i dont want to talk about the sad life again...
today, i m a brand new person again...
like leehom song... gai bian zhi ji
i want to forget everything in the past n gambateh...
today i had my peka n everything going smoothly...
that's all...
oh ya... many people got h1n1... today when i walk with karen back to the class, she's seems like not so comfortable.. i ingat is my problem but she said she got fever+sneeze+sore throat... walao, when i listen to this, i m so scared man. quickly, i cover my mouth n nose with my blazer... haha, i so pervert eh... no la, i juz act like i m scared of that h1n1 disease...
lastly, i hope our skul will be closed down asap especially on next week... cause exam ma... wakaka!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, May 29, 2009
first day
i don't ever dare to go to school man...
my hair is sucks!!!
After finishing my ns course (second badge), but i leave the camp half way by using form 6 as a reason. Firstly, i'm thinking of form 6 is helping me, but, now i'm thinking of it is killing me man!!!
The first day in form 6 is awful...
I reach the skul at about 6.45... but the form 6 orientation starts at about 9.00, so i went to the ske to study first...
Funny eh, wad should i study huh? I didn't get any books yet rite... No la, i m juz finishing my chinese novel i read in my camp...At about 8 o'clock, i finish reading the whole book n take a deep breathe because after this, i need to face the things which i'm not daring to do once i come out the camp... Going into crowd without caps...
As i go into the school, i saw cing ki kai xiang n eu jin sit together...Then i saw all my former skul mate n a little guys from other school. We have chatted all day long abount our ns exp. n the sharing was quite good...N i know some of some kah hui secret which make her very susah... I m so evil man...
after this u know la... The orientation things, every yerar is the same want...
I need to wait until two o'clock man!!!Don't know how i manage to wait until 4 o'clock next week, two is hard, 4 is insane man...
But today i meet with two girls which i hav known each other... But i juz couldn't talk with them somehow... Because of my hair... I lose a lot of confident... Haiz... Faster grow back!!! MY HAIRS!!! U are almost everything...
my hair is sucks!!!
After finishing my ns course (second badge), but i leave the camp half way by using form 6 as a reason. Firstly, i'm thinking of form 6 is helping me, but, now i'm thinking of it is killing me man!!!
The first day in form 6 is awful...
I reach the skul at about 6.45... but the form 6 orientation starts at about 9.00, so i went to the ske to study first...
Funny eh, wad should i study huh? I didn't get any books yet rite... No la, i m juz finishing my chinese novel i read in my camp...At about 8 o'clock, i finish reading the whole book n take a deep breathe because after this, i need to face the things which i'm not daring to do once i come out the camp... Going into crowd without caps...
As i go into the school, i saw cing ki kai xiang n eu jin sit together...Then i saw all my former skul mate n a little guys from other school. We have chatted all day long abount our ns exp. n the sharing was quite good...N i know some of some kah hui secret which make her very susah... I m so evil man...
after this u know la... The orientation things, every yerar is the same want...
I need to wait until two o'clock man!!!Don't know how i manage to wait until 4 o'clock next week, two is hard, 4 is insane man...
But today i meet with two girls which i hav known each other... But i juz couldn't talk with them somehow... Because of my hair... I lose a lot of confident... Haiz... Faster grow back!!! MY HAIRS!!! U are almost everything...
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