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爱情里最残忍的暧昧
是我明明知道我爱你
而我们却只是好朋友
友情里最自私的胆怯
是你明明知道你爱我
而你还假装只是朋友



两个人，不勇敢，怎么爱？

haha... see this in yin chiu blog... lolz... maybe this will make me emo a while... but okok nia...

ok, first, i would like to say something which keep in my heart for a very very long times... n this make me become worst n worst in my form 6 life...

form 6... n this year 2009.... i had face a lot of problem... n i juz keep it... even all my best friend... n my 'zhi xin' friends also won't know of it... i really hopeless... but anyways... thanks to mr.TC, mr.CP n mr.EJ plus... ms.NP, ms.ET n ms.WS who would hear of my problems n kindly solve it for me... really need to say really thankiu to u all... haha...

ok, first... the problems that i face a lot is... ok... i really dun wan to say that words... i think most of the form 6 students facing it... some succeed... but mostly all failed... ya... perhaps... this is our critical years... once it has past... i would be ok... haha... there's a few possibility we would want these 'things'

1. because we r curious about it... n had never tried before..
2. our life is far too 'boring'... n we r thinking to make it more colorful... by finding these 'things'. our life is not so boring through... cause we can light it up by others ways too...
3. cause we wanna to step out to become more mature...
4. cause have those 'feeling' which is all fake...( i juz giv my opinion.... dun punch me)
5. erm... can't resist other couple to be so nice... n want to find one for ourselves...
6. juz to experiences the couples things... i juz say it in guys of view... well... i means... try to experiences holding hands... kissing... huggings... n so on.. this is more on the first point that i mention...
7. juz to get one step fowards for being a friends... wad i means is...(for guys) u always care of her... n want to make her ur lady... n not wanting juz to let her be ur best friends only... haha... this is the main problems face by me... like the phrase above...

爱情里最残忍的暧昧
是我明明知道我爱你
而我们却只是好朋友
友情里最自私的胆怯
是你明明知道你爱我
而你还假装只是朋友



两个人，不勇敢，怎么爱？

i write it again juz to make u all clearer...

ok, r u finding these 'things' according to the 7 points above? if u do... plz... stop it... dun start a relationship if u think love is juz like this...oops... i accidentally said it... haha...

ok...next... here's the side effects...
1. not concentrating in studies... ( 100% )
p.s.: i means can't concentrate while u can't get it... afetr u get it... perhaps u can concentrate.
to be continued...