tired, exhaust, aching... hahaha

Today I woke up… I know that this things will happen to me…

My whole body start to paint again… For so long I didn’t play badminton ady… I think for about 1 year ady… Haha… So, the side effect of this is paintness on my muscle!!! Every single muscle in my body is fill with paintness man… I wonder m I old ady… Hahaha…

So, yesterday I went to yu hwa n play badminton with 8 more people… Which is chee hao, ann chze, doreen, ann chze’s friends, jing kai, melvin, wan sheen and wee sern… They say will start at 9 o’clock… So, I think that most of them would not be punctual n I really don’t like to wait… So, I will juz go there at 9… I reach there at about 9.10… Then, I juz saw jing kai waiting at there… omg… I still can get second a… I m thinking that they start to play ady… so we juz pay the rental fees n went in… I wonder y I need to pay RM 6 for playing 3 hours with juz using 2 court le… I juz see jing kai paying the rental fees like juz 23 ringgit only…N I m thinking that 9X6=54.

I wonder why eh… CHEE HAO… haha… nvm la… juz play for fun only la..

So, I n jing kai went in… his racquet is with chee hao, so we can’t start playing yet… so we juz chat a while while waiting for old the slowpoke to come… wan sheen come first… follow with chee hao n melvin… so, we juz don’t want to become light bulb n playin on the other court leaving wan sheen n melvin doing some sort of ‘training’… haha

After playing for a while… the person with slipper n girl come ady… somebody start to not concentrate in his playing… same as me… because the laugh sound… haha.. so doreen ajak me play… so I juz call her go to a empty court n play cause nobody using ma… but no light le… but nvm la… she so NNNNN… (how dare u say me in ur blog) haha… but at last we have fun over there la… Then we play double… with ann chze n wan sheen… we always eat ann chze man… so cruel… sorry a ann chze… don’t know de zui u how many times ady lo… wakaka… I remember is 4 rite? if not mistaken… lolz..

Then, I challenge jing kai… because his standard is almost same with me… but I lose to him… Argh!!! How come… first round 10-20, second round better.. 20-22… haha, it seems like I had improve… nvm… one day I shall beat u… jing kai… haha… Then all of us is exhausted n our playing mood gone down… At about 11.50, everybody is leaving n leave me alone… but nicely some ‘nice’ guys n ladies decided to wait for me… haha… is ann chze, jing kai n wan sheen la… really good friends who can wait for me… but… I also need to belanja them eat ice cream la… haha… wan sheen still eating jj le… haha… At there, we saw something really funny… really funny… wan sheen n jing kai notice it first while ann chze at me still blur… But after that, omg… I n ann chze laugh until…. hahaha…. really funny man… Now I got some important things wanna tell all the ladies… if can…juz where black shirt ya… that’s all I can say…

Then these three guys also very naughty le… try n hide my wallet… nicely I quite ‘jing’, cause I can see their face expression, it’s telling me everything… haha… Then, after about 15 minutes hanging there, we all go back ady…

N now is me… My family decided to eat at old town… so we went there n had a look… nice environment tough… but I really can’t enjoy cause my body is sticky n I’m really thirsty… haha… When my coffee arrived… I juz drank it like mineral water… omg… I juz wasted the nice coffee.. T.T… Then, I ate the nasi lemak at there… It’s quite nice… N finally, the time has come… Finally, I can go back… haha… After I go back… juz have a bath n continue to…. hahaha u all sure know wad I do want lar… wakaka… surely not studying want…

HELP... I M IN TROUBLE!!!

This week... I had drown myself into a big trouble!!! It begin like this...
This sunday... I had ntg to do so i decided to online n watch some variety show... But somehow... after watching the variety show for an hour, i fell that it's becoming more n more boring...
So, i decided to watch others show n the first things which came to my mind in bleach!!! Even though my friends, ej had advise me not to go n have a look, but i ignored him n now... I'm in BIG TROUBLE!!!

I had continue to watch the bleach since this sunday... N almost everyday, i'm sitting in front of the laptop watching the bleach... Juz can't stop for it... So, until today... i manage to watch until the episode 56... One ep. takes about 30 minutes n 56 ep. means that i had ady watch 1680 minutes man... How could i do this... I only spend one week to watch this u know... N if u count it properly, i would had watch the shows about 4 hours per day... That means that i had spend 1/6 per day for the show... OMG... Someone plz help me... I'm addicted to this show ady...

Then, these few days actually quite many things happen in skul... Juz words fail me to describe wad had happen... But maybe i could juz write out a things of two in my blog... Firstly, it's my muet test... We done it quite quickly though, since that teachers had an appoinment next, she juz roughly give us some comments... Maybe i should be said as a 'ke le fe' in the group... All my friends r paying attention to the two pro... which is wei hao n eu jin... So, maybe u all never know my existance... but nvm... i will try hard to brush up on my skill... But i know that i had a long way to go... So, l6sc1, let us gambateh together, u all surely can do it and stand side by side woth wei hao n eu jin of course... If u really try hard...

Then, another incident is that when school dismiss, i was goin to join teck cong to popular there n have my linch while waiting for my father to fetch me... But i saw ellen n decided to sit her car bad... It was quite funny though... erm... juz nothing la... When we walk to her car, i saw 'her' again, walking to her car alone too... then, wad happen next... erm... u all juz guess la... that's secret... Ok la... Tell you all la... I m juz a cowards u know... My legs juz refuse to walk even though ellen is pushing me foward... Hmm... then i decided to toss the coin n made the decision... As i toss, i fell to the ground... Maybe i shall go n take a look, but i'm juz not there to look at it again... I don't want to create more and more questionmarks on my head again... I don't want to start my mind to think about her again... I really don't want this feeling again... Maybe only a few of my friends will understand this feeling... She, had made my undergo a lot of things through...
N today, i meet her again...

It begin like this, i'm on a rush to my chemistry tuition because i don't realise that it had change to 4.30 p.m. It normally starts at 6p.m. So, i rush upstairs... N when i m rushing up... I saw her rushing down... Then something happen... Actually, it's juz quite a small things la... But, these things made me emo at tuition centre for about an hour... lol

Haiz... these word is always on my mouth more n more often...
N my emo time is becoming more n more...
Y would this happening on me... (+ the addiction on bleach)
HELP...

erm... really frustrating

These few days I'm keep on thinking about something which is very annoying... N i really don't know how to cope with it... Maybe is i too noob ady...

N the things is... erm... i can't really tell you all but it's really annoying.. maybe i had being hurt before n not dare to take risk again... these things really made my form 6 life wonderful on the very first few moment n after this, i feel more n more miserable in my life... Thanks for those who r trying to comfort me earlier... Really tq...

Erm... Actually, i also the major problem which I'm facing with... N really, these made me day dreaming all over the time in the class... Sometimes i feel that I'm losing my way to live in this world... Y should i live in this world huh? When i think about this question, my head start to burn out n comes out of all sorts of ideas... Anyone of you have any ideas about this?

'These' things i had mention earlier is really an annoying things... Shall i said that the things is annoying?? i don't know... maybe I'm juz blur n trying to step into it... maybe they dont realise... fine... Maybe i should juz try n avoid them... But i really can't do it... Haiz... i m in totally blur now... If anyone can understand wad i wrote here... he/she is really my truth friends...

This week i really learn a lot... N 'these' things really made my mind clearer n clearer... n on the other hand, blurer n blurer... how should i said... maybe is juz made me into trouble i think... this week i know about many things about many people... i had learn from it n i think it may be useful for my life in future... i would like to thanks these 3 people... but i think that i no need to mention who's it... that person should had known himself/herself... So lastly, i really like to say

TQ FOR ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT ME...
N FOR THOSE WHO NEED MY SUPPORT, I WILL BE A GOOD LISTENER... BUT OF COURSE... ERM... I START TO BLUR AGAIN... HAIZ...

N LASTLY... THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!

yu tou mi fen

yesterday, juz as usual again...
wake up-go to school-duty-study-go back home-online-sleep
(this is my daily routine)
yesterday i stayed a while at library cause my father got meeting n i need to wait...
so, at there, got ann chze, teck cong, kim fa, xin hui, chee hao n doreen...
wa... all my friends at there... so qiao... then we juz chatting niao hua all the way n i think chee hao got study a bit only... At there, ann chze show me the yu tou mi fen n juz today afternoon... my mother cook it for me... wa... quite nice la as this is homemade want...

then yesterday nite i quarrel with my sis juz because of using the laptop...
finally i manage to beat her n get the laptop at 11 p.m. nicely most of my friends haven offline yet...
so i juz chatting from 11 to 1... juz chatting le.. haha... so long didn't chat until so syok ady...

Juz another normal day…

Today… As usual… go to skul… duty… study..
These few days really does not have anything special happening to me..
Maybe this is quite boring… but I feels good… finally, I’m out of my problem…
maybe sometimes I will still think about it… but it will juz last for a few minutes…
maybe if u got observe me at skul… u will realise it… but now is quite ok adi la… earlier is even worst… maybe last holiday makes my feeling become paler n paler ba…

Haha… today I really evil man… I threaten siew’s son to pumping 10 times… I saw his face also turn pale ady.. Juz said that I’m kidding lo… lolz… dunno he will go n tell his father or not eh… If not, I m in trouble… Then the rest is all ok… I means my morning’s duty…

Next… go into the class n lots of funny things happen again… hahaha… especially the english period… n today I saw somebody’s blog… walao!!! But I also very pek cek in english period cause I ady prepared so many things about superstitions but the teachers suddenly change the topic… really pek cek man… aiyo… haha…

After recess, I go back to class n Ellen show me something on her table… I really can’t see anything le… but somehow after that… I realize what is all going on… haha… this want I juz keep u all suspend la… haha… Then is physic period… wow… tell u somethings… I also can’t believe it man… This is the first time I so concentrate in physics period… Finally, I learned something man… maybe this is because this chapter has less formula n more about theory lo… haa…

Next is math period… I feel that mr. ho is very funny le… even though he is a mature man but he still act like a kids… when he see wee sern talking with doreen.. he lean his head towards them n trying to stop them from talking… maybe I’m only the one realise ba… because this happen in juz a few second n I don’t think many people realise it… but his action is really funny man…

Today… I still saw her everytime I went out my class, or when I m duty… but I still not able juz to go forwards n chat with her like the past… maybe I chosen the choice to escape… I really scared someone would eventually hurt me again… I’m too scared about love matters now… Sometimes the god really like to make fun of people… when u want something… I means u really want it… he may not give u… But when u try n forgot something… or u want to get rid of something… he give u the things u want to get rid of… n really make u feel very worst u know… Maybe u all shall try n write the word backwards n see wad will happen… haha… juz kidding… I’m not mean to said that…

movie... wallet...

Erm… Yesterday was quite a nice n bad day… how to said this?? Let me begin…
ok… that morning, I woke up as usual… erm.. about 11 a.m. cause yesterday sleep too late ady… n have my daily holiday routine… playin pc n do some homework lo… wad else.. at about 3.00 p.m. I was about to prepare cause will go hang out with friends later..

So, the first things I want to find is my wallet… Normally it will be at the bar there… but today somehow it disappear ady… I find n find.. until I turn my house over, but I can’t find it at last.. Then, I calm down n try n think.. Erm.. the last times I with my wallet is at the barber shop… then, I quickly went to the shop n find my wallet.. But somehow, the wallet is not there… I began to feel hopeless. (cause my ic n lesen is in my wallet), n if I lost it, I need to make lots of report… haiz…

At last, teck cong called me n said he is waiting for me… Really paise ya.. because of this incident I’m late… then when hr fetch me there… he talk to me I’m the 6th victim in the seventh lunar month… walao..After this we go fetch ann chze, doreen, and wan sheen… ( the three leng lui) After we reach there… we juz hang out at the shop… Suddenly my hand so itchy want to take the photo but being stopped by the shop assistant.. but some how I manage to took one (three of them shopping)

So we juz walk n walk until all of us feel hungry… then we pelan to had our dinner at the foodcourt in dp. there we have some funny topics la… At there, we meet kim fa… but after finish eating ann chze going to left because of some problem she had recently.. feel really sorry to her.. So, teck cong send her back lo… The remainder juz go buy ticket lo…we brought 10 tickets for RM100.00 cause ah pok invite his other gang lo… After buying the ticket I planning to play arcade… here’s some photo…

After this… we go n watch the movie… we laugh so loud until the whole cinema is full with laughter… After this go lim teh… n sayonara..

below is some pic of our enjoyable time... but my camera no battery at that time... so manage to take a few only... haiz...

需要

如果把你的眼神默背好

就可以无视寂寞的悬崖

我想，我不会像现在这么糟

如果把走过的路都记牢

就可以面对断线的依靠

至少，孤单不用如此的骄傲

不止热雨的微笑

增加跟脑海的湿掉

抓不紧，也放不掉

未来的某个街角是否转身就找得到

爱是一种需要，却不一定要得到

只要你觉得快乐就好

梦会温热眼角，让回忆像水草般缠绕

却总能让人勇敢不笑

爱是一种需要，聚散却没办法预料

只能在心里做个记号

直到哪天遇到，还会是同样的味道

下雨也好驱风也好 心想着就能不会难熬