Friday, January 15, 2010

2nd week in upper 6 and the word (FOLLOW)

as all of u know... i had been transferred to sc 2 this year...
n i start to feel that i m a part of them now...
n then how about sc 1? did i lose my track with them ady? i dunno? perhaps not...
i know that sc1 friends still remember me hor? haha...

ok, let see... i've been trying hard since i went to this class...
everybody is so pia... so hard-working... i also cannot lose... maybe this kiasu things is in my blood ba...
ok, let see... i m very flexible, or in another words, i can change myself quick n suit to the environment very fast ba... this is good, but i muz admit that i really hav no self-confident... all the things i know is follow... remember this word... FOLLOW...

i feel that i m useless again... haha... everything people do i FOLLOW!
u hard-working i follow...
u talk niao hua i follow...
u concentrate i follow...
u lazy i follow...
u do hw i follow...
u keep on delayed ur work i follow...

i really start to change myself according to the environment...
n i can say that i m totally different in lower 6 n upper 6
maybe i dunno which path i need to walk... so i juz follow the path people had walked before.... i also dun dare to open a brand new path for me to walk on...
i m quite scared of obstacles which r blocking in my way... really scared...

somehow, this is me...
u hav hp, i also wan
u hav money, i also wan
u hav psp, i also wan...
everything i wan...

u scored great marks, i also wan
u get a gf, i also wan
u got go outing, i also wan...
i very 8 n really dunno which path i had to walk... juz follow...

wad to do? lolz... of course i m not following everything people do la... of course i won't go n die or commit suicide la... wakaka... btw, i m trying to control myself not to follow others now... all i wanna do is study... becoming a nerd... lol... but still need socialise la... c2 a bit ma... ^^

let see... erm... i m juz wasting my time talking about the follow things eh... never talk of my daily life...
so i had stated the first two days is really black for me... the third day i dun really remember liao...

but juz to tell u that my daily routine had change... let see how it change ya... (a lot to type somemore ler)

lower 6
6.30-7.00
chatting with robin, yew ming, vincent, liang khai at canteen, waiting to beratur ma...

7.00-11.00 and 11.20-2.00
chit-chatting while teacher teaching...
day-dreaming about 50% of the lesson
got free period is niao hua period
keep walking here n there disturbing people
(for may2009 to june2009) keep walking to a class when got free period
n this i should say it... (too depends on somebody) haha... u noe i noe de lar...

11.00-11.20
hmm... sometimes come out early n eat lo...
let see... earlier very happy, but at the end of the year emo-ing all the time

2.00-2.10
not going to eat lunch so fast... 75 steps
always go ming han my lunch will be chicken rice... cause is fast

2.10-4.00
got skul somemore... walao... pening!!!

4.00-6.00
went back home... bath la... dinner la... bla bla bla

6.00-8.00
finish my dinner liao wor... very fast eh? haha, family want to kejar drama on 6 pm
so we take our dinner at about 5.30... wakaka...
they watch drama... i fb-ing, gaming, n blogging

8.00-10.30
sometimes will sleep for half n hour...
this suppose to be the time i do my hw... but... i spend all my time sms-ing...
CAUSE doing hw is boring!
n then i keep on sms n my hw is juz... haha... u know la...

10.30-11.30
msn time!!! first time i think that msn is so fun...
n the last time i think msn is so 'fun'

N THEN GO SLEEP... tomorrow sure got panda eyes de... ^^

NOW! the new life begin in upper 6

6.30-7.00
chat with the same group again... n then follow tc round the skul sharing our things..

7.00-7.30
carry out duty as a prefect seriously... lower 6 i dun really care...
but this year i think that i really shall make my skuad better...
some of my ahli may be suffering i noe... paise ya... i juz wan to make the skuad better...
i wanna say that, if u treat me nicely, i will try to treat u back nicely (double)
but if u betrayed me or something else, i would not say anything, juz will nag u a while or... juz dun really care about u... so, plz... for my friends... plz dun betrayed me... my heart is very glassy... n broke easily... n i really dissapointed now... haha... where i talk liao huh? ok, back to point...
juz wanna to carry out my duty as a prefect... because this is my responsibility ma.. ^^

7.30-11.00 and 11.20-2.00
ok, here's go a great change
teacher teaching (90% concentrate) cause sitting in front...
done all the hw except che. too much!
when got free period... put super glue on my chair n do hw
start to love phy n math again

P.S. i didn't really practise all the point above... juz when i start to suit myself into the environment... i will sa=tart walking aroud again... cause sitting in-front is too STRESS!!! muz take some fresh air... ^^

2.00
faster, i wanna go back home n do hw...

3.00-6.00
this erm... cause earlier always about 5 juz reach home... suddenly change to 2 not so biasa... so also wasting my time lenggang-lenggang... read newspaper n psp lo... ^^ i m wasting this 3 hours actually... a-ha... my sleeping time!!!

6.00-7.00
do some homework... i mean if too much... if not is drama...

7.00-8.00
a muz watch drama... (ping pang yuan)

8.00-10.15
erm... seldom continue to watch the drama... always will start do my work at about 8.15... n then if no more hw... revision... if dun wan revision... do extra hw... i means if math the teacher call do 8.3, i will do 8.4... haha... really chi bao tai xian kong...

P.S. 9.30 ming tian hui geng hao...

10.30
sleep... ZZZ

For mani sake... he need us to done his work in pc n print it out... when i touch pc... u know wad happen la... haha... so sometimes can't control also jialat lo... ^^

OK la... i type REALLY long liao... hope u all enjoy my changing...
this type of change i think is correct ba?
haha, m i asking rubbish... hehehe ^^

4 comments:

  1. i know everybody have take wrong step le.
    we mus choose wat will do in the future first, not choosing what course..
    e.g.when u wan to visit a place, which will be chosen 1st? choose a bus or choose a destination

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  2. i would chose a destination first before choosing the bus...
    but the probelm is, i dunno where is my final destination... lol

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  3. trying to pick the way I want finally lost...
    set it as my final destination but I dunno izzit strong to reach there...
    so change maybe can help us...
    at least we are on the half way~

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