lets talk...

talking, come into sense that it would be a routine for everybody in their daily life...
sometimes... u enjoy the conversation... but sometimes... u really feel unpleasant in an conversation.

for me... i got an aim for my everday life... that is to make a person happy... no matters who is it... even my friends, my family or even a strangers... as long as i can make anyone of them happy... i would be happy too... that's my goal for me everyday... haha

but, the person who sit next to me... u all know is who la... seems to be always moody... i am also not sure about this... she seems to had tonnes of problems in her mind. When i trying to asked her what had happened? She juz refused to answer. Maybe this is her privacy? I understand... But, don't u think i can be trust? haha... seems like i m emo-ing now... haha... but also quite happy sitting beside u la... as u will always ki siao... n make the whole class happy... let see... dun care about wad i said earlier... i juz want to said that, is that the things we can only chat is about studies??? OMG!

ok, next, i really feel very s in sc 2, dunno wad is it? those who know wad this meaning de juz keep quiet... haha

so, making people happy makes me happy....
but, when i saw people is moody, for all my friends...
i will feel moody too... as i dunno how to make them happy again...
i really dunno how to giv advise to a moody person, so i would juz let it be... i also emo lo...

btw... lets us aim towards the happiness and throw away all those moody things... Gambateh ba, everyone!!! today my grammar got improve or not? giv comment ler... haha

my weakness and my strong point

weakness
easily to be down for a very small matters
think too much
jealous kinda easily
easily changed, like iguana
lazy, but now being influenced liao...
can emo for about 15 min. for a small matters
easily obstructed by the surroundings...


strong point
recover quick, won't last long
care for anyone that facing problem ( i got more problem o) haha
easily to be pity on something
easy to communicate
able to help people ( u call me do, i sure help de ) the problem is u muz put all ur trust in me first...

this is wad i discover in this weekend... haha.... ntg to do ma... haiz...
btw, i've found a lot of statistic for my proposal... really happy... ^^

photo... pic...

juz finish watching the sc 1 pic... angel birthday... robin birthday... i miss it one by one...
when sc 1 students r making noice behind the sc 2 wall.. my heart is juz not feeling well... haiz...
juz wanna to be part of u all again... haiz... but i think is impossible le ba... since i can't be in sc1 anymore... after this year we r going tohav our own destination... in different ways...

so, these two days i'm been emo-ing all the tiems... cause sc1 is making a lot of funny noise... singing songs... erm... laughing... cheering... shouting... all the sounds keep on flowing through my ears... haiz... wad should i said... if u all got follow my blog ( i know is long) u should think that i ady suit myself in sc2 ba... actually human is got feeling de... if i really so wasy forget my freinds in sc 1... that means i m cold-blooded or forgetful ba... haiz... hope u all dun forget me ya...
plus the ann chze birthday at sunday also cannot go... mr. tay got tuition... actually everytime u all go out... i will cause u all lots of problem... cause i m the only one got mr.tay tuition... paise ya... sometimes i skip the tuition in order to go play... but now... i think less playing also good la.. concentarte on study ma... btw... i really wanna go to celebrate de... haiz... nvm ba... juz at here wish u happy birthday...

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to ann chze,
happy birthday to you...

old one year jor... but more mature jor... wish u all the best in ur future journey o... ^^

N after the celebration of their birthday... i think is sc 2 de melody le ba... haiz... dunno wad time juz reach my turn... see-ing u all hav so much fun things on your birthday, i really xian mu ler... my birthday i always alone de... like now i typing my blog like this lor... alone de...

n then... today got stay back with kim fa, amy and grace... for group study...
but then go to ming han, haiz...
HAAAIIIZZZ.... clarify ur statement in n _ i _ l _ _
fill in the blank... haiz...
i also dun know la...

after this... erm, kononnya group study... but kim fa keep on disturb... haiz... he really finish eat too free de la... on the song plz on finish ma... like that half half... haiz...

n then kena halao lo... go wan sim n then go back lo... juz like that... go back facing pc till now... i think gonna stop leba... sayonara lo... ZZZ

SITE MAINTAINENCE FOR FACEBOOK! ARGH!

ARgh!!!
facebook got site maintainence... n then i got ntg to do juz come to this blog... talk about things happen today ba... ^^

go to skul... as usaul... long kai a while... means loiter around the skul la...
n then i m so excited to see me new skuad... because i think that it will be very fun to lead them... but that not as wad i think... argh... today my skuad situation is juz a total mess n i can't handle it at all! OUT OF CONTROL... haiz... from 13 people suddenly change to 22 people... walao... how to handle o... i m thinking can make things better if got more people... but then... it makes the situation worse... n then the form 3 students keep on bullying on them... i no face see ler... T.T

so finally... hav some meeting with them... i spread them into few groups n let my ahli lead them... see tomorrow ba... i wanna see wad happen... really jialat... haiz... n then kumpul again... kumpul until one period gone... YEAH! no need PA... ^^ cause also talk about the kenegaraan things which i can study myself...

wa, when i go in the class... is mr. chin period liao... n then i keep my ears on n absorb all the things he had say... although i m tired but still manage to keep 90% concentrate la... lolz... front row ma... n i also curious about the graph... ok la... quite understand la... cause mr. tay got teach before ady... i juz do revision... but the person beside me... jialat lo... keep on scraching her head... haha... gambateh ba... ^^ n then when chin going to left.... walao... mr. lai waiting at the door ady... want to rest a while also cannot. so continue physics... this is my favorite subject ma... so nvm la... can tahan... but also tired... after physic is math... walao.. this 3 subject crush together really makes life hard man... gambateh ba!!! haha

n then... i feel that today really learn lots of things... going to learn mor n more... yeah!
i love studying now... so dun make me feel like love to play again... i also quite love play la... if not really cannot tahan... juz now i know how to balance it ba... really thx... haha...
btw... there's something i wanna say here...

i dun care u does not means that i dun care about u
i care about u does not means that i really care for u...

odd huh? i also dunno wad m i writing... juz try n comment ba... haha...
ok, today is like that, busy day again... after stpm i surely muz enjoy myself gao gao.... but for now... NOT AT ALL... haha... really need to pia... upper 6 de students... jiayou ba...
if i say phy 1 de, phy 2 blame me
if i say phy 2 de, phy 1 blame me
if i say phy de, bio blame me...
so i better say all upper 6
but how ifform 1 to form 5 balme me...
wahaha... then whole gbs de students... GAMBATEH BA!!!!! lolx

yeah

today... NO HOMEWORK!
mani got essay ba... but i no mood do... do also he wont check de
so i done one thing i also cant believe myself
i revise the peng. am. badan kehakiman.
try n prepare the phase equilibrium mr. chin going to teach tomorrow... for better absorption
n then solve one federal question by myself... haha... sounds stupid... but i very happy... ^^ yeah...
hahahahahahahahahhahahah...

i never done revision at all last year... i also dun believe i will do it... hehe

for mani sockalingam sake...

kanasai... kanasai...

this view quite ok.... lol

my study desk... got kena snap abit... hehe

for his sake... i'm online for half and hour...
fb-ing and chatting
walao eh... waste my time... isy isy... n now blogging pulak

FIRSTLY... i would like to say very very very very very sorry to a person... really sorry ler... that time i too rush forgot ady....really sorry ler... u got take ur bag ma??? i really forgetful... sry to the forg... sry... i ady type so many sorry lo... forgive me ler... i really sorry... next time i sure do as wad u orders... i still feel i m irresponsible till now ler... sorry ya, bro...

ok then... this two days i've also been suffering... the first day dun talk much about it la... i also forget wad happen liao... talk about today ba... erm...

today... rain hair hair rain... so no need duty... yes! ^^
n then no form 1 to add into my skuad... i hope all girls add to my sjkuad... hehe...
maybe one form 4 girl also coming... lol... waiting for it... teck cong...

ok then... go into class... first period... chemistry... walao... suffer for two period... really... not the teacher not good... is my chemistry too bad ba... also not too bad... i know wad he is talking about... n i had ady done my revision on weekend... but the main thing is... i dun hav interest on this subject...

but the organic chemistry i think i had some interest ba... hehe... mr. tay had touch a bit in tuition ady... although got a lot of things to memorise... but i love it... haha... cause all is the hydrocarbon compound which my base is quite good... hehe... boosting pulak... haha...

n then is physic period... wa... sc 2 really different with sc 1 man... i means when doing the experiment... wahaha... after i type hope sc 2 students dun belasah me ya...;D

ok, sc 1 as u know... got 2 professer... sc 2... i think no ba... zzz
n then sc 2 can pass up report... tomorrow... wa... so nice... but i also manage to done it before skul dismissed la... (sure many wrong de)
n then... when setting up the apparatus... the whole class use the battery as power supply... walao eh... omg... then i call them change dun wan... haha... then i call xin hui go ask mr. lai... then juz confirm is use the gererator... not battery... (cause earlier i also confuse need to use battery or generator) but then i think is need a.c. so very odd lo... aiya... dun talk much about this ady la... so the exp. i had carried out... walao... really kealam kabut man... many things havent done... omg... i dunno wad will happen to my future experiment... ask mr. lai kena scold somemore.

when melody come n ask me the question i had ask mr. lai earlier... i use back exactly how mr. lai scold me n scold her back... wahaha.... evil eh me... but then i hope mr. lai didn't haer when i scolding melody... hehe...

n then the result also agak agak only... btw... if amy didn't bring that report done by last year students... i think we all lagi jialat... thx for her...

ok, finish about the experiment things... haha...
let see... erm... wad else...
then the mani... haiz... juz to say he is... lazy lar... no comment...

a ha... juz to tell sc 2... i dunno i should type this or not... maybe after i type hor... many people will hate me ba... but i muz type...

teacher giv homework... as a student we juz do lor... n then pass up on time...
but then i go remind teacher... all su me pulak... say if i didn't say then teacher won't know... haiz... but then... perhaps i think i also some sort of kepo... maybe they r correct too... but... haiz... i said i wan change lo... then wad for follow the trends? haha... but if i change maybe i cannot mix in the students group pulak... i m on my way to becoming a nerd? walao... my brain start to appear a lot of ques...

btw... is got one people keep on paksa me de... haiz... do gentleman kena scold lor... haha... but that really make that fellow feel disappointed izit? haiz... cheer up... no big deals... be urself... n then after that fellow done something... (collect something in the class) the reaction of the class disappointed that fellow again... haiz... she keep emo-ing until about one period... i also dunno wad to do... haiz... i also juz emo lo... lolx... cause i really dunno wad to do when a girls cry or emoing... i dunno how to 'an wei' them... i juz will make the situation worst... so silent is gold... lol... everthing will be fine de...
ship till bridge head sure will straight de... lol

then the math period... i juz emo lo... i said ady... i easily being influence the... the person beside me emo... i dunno wad to do... also emo lor... n then the calss condition also like wan to die like that... so i also no mood lo... haiz... HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZ........

then after skul... go st. john learn how to make rose... this is my first rose o... let u all see... really kanasai... haha... but i make it de wor... (see above) lazy to shift down ler...

2nd week in upper 6 and the word (FOLLOW)

as all of u know... i had been transferred to sc 2 this year...
n i start to feel that i m a part of them now...
n then how about sc 1? did i lose my track with them ady? i dunno? perhaps not...
i know that sc1 friends still remember me hor? haha...

ok, let see... i've been trying hard since i went to this class...
everybody is so pia... so hard-working... i also cannot lose... maybe this kiasu things is in my blood ba...
ok, let see... i m very flexible, or in another words, i can change myself quick n suit to the environment very fast ba... this is good, but i muz admit that i really hav no self-confident... all the things i know is follow... remember this word... FOLLOW...

i feel that i m useless again... haha... everything people do i FOLLOW!
u hard-working i follow...
u talk niao hua i follow...
u concentrate i follow...
u lazy i follow...
u do hw i follow...
u keep on delayed ur work i follow...

i really start to change myself according to the environment...
n i can say that i m totally different in lower 6 n upper 6
maybe i dunno which path i need to walk... so i juz follow the path people had walked before.... i also dun dare to open a brand new path for me to walk on...
i m quite scared of obstacles which r blocking in my way... really scared...

somehow, this is me...
u hav hp, i also wan
u hav money, i also wan
u hav psp, i also wan...
everything i wan...

u scored great marks, i also wan
u get a gf, i also wan
u got go outing, i also wan...
i very 8 n really dunno which path i had to walk... juz follow...

wad to do? lolz... of course i m not following everything people do la... of course i won't go n die or commit suicide la... wakaka... btw, i m trying to control myself not to follow others now... all i wanna do is study... becoming a nerd... lol... but still need socialise la... c2 a bit ma... ^^

let see... erm... i m juz wasting my time talking about the follow things eh... never talk of my daily life...
so i had stated the first two days is really black for me... the third day i dun really remember liao...

but juz to tell u that my daily routine had change... let see how it change ya... (a lot to type somemore ler)

lower 6
6.30-7.00
chatting with robin, yew ming, vincent, liang khai at canteen, waiting to beratur ma...

7.00-11.00 and 11.20-2.00
chit-chatting while teacher teaching...
day-dreaming about 50% of the lesson
got free period is niao hua period
keep walking here n there disturbing people
(for may2009 to june2009) keep walking to a class when got free period
n this i should say it... (too depends on somebody) haha... u noe i noe de lar...

11.00-11.20
hmm... sometimes come out early n eat lo...
let see... earlier very happy, but at the end of the year emo-ing all the time

2.00-2.10
not going to eat lunch so fast... 75 steps
always go ming han my lunch will be chicken rice... cause is fast

2.10-4.00
got skul somemore... walao... pening!!!

4.00-6.00
went back home... bath la... dinner la... bla bla bla

6.00-8.00
finish my dinner liao wor... very fast eh? haha, family want to kejar drama on 6 pm
so we take our dinner at about 5.30... wakaka...
they watch drama... i fb-ing, gaming, n blogging

8.00-10.30
sometimes will sleep for half n hour...
this suppose to be the time i do my hw... but... i spend all my time sms-ing...
CAUSE doing hw is boring!
n then i keep on sms n my hw is juz... haha... u know la...

10.30-11.30
msn time!!! first time i think that msn is so fun...
n the last time i think msn is so 'fun'

N THEN GO SLEEP... tomorrow sure got panda eyes de... ^^

NOW! the new life begin in upper 6

6.30-7.00
chat with the same group again... n then follow tc round the skul sharing our things..

7.00-7.30
carry out duty as a prefect seriously... lower 6 i dun really care...
but this year i think that i really shall make my skuad better...
some of my ahli may be suffering i noe... paise ya... i juz wan to make the skuad better...
i wanna say that, if u treat me nicely, i will try to treat u back nicely (double)
but if u betrayed me or something else, i would not say anything, juz will nag u a while or... juz dun really care about u... so, plz... for my friends... plz dun betrayed me... my heart is very glassy... n broke easily... n i really dissapointed now... haha... where i talk liao huh? ok, back to point...
juz wanna to carry out my duty as a prefect... because this is my responsibility ma.. ^^

7.30-11.00 and 11.20-2.00
ok, here's go a great change
teacher teaching (90% concentrate) cause sitting in front...
done all the hw except che. too much!
when got free period... put super glue on my chair n do hw
start to love phy n math again

P.S. i didn't really practise all the point above... juz when i start to suit myself into the environment... i will sa=tart walking aroud again... cause sitting in-front is too STRESS!!! muz take some fresh air... ^^

2.00
faster, i wanna go back home n do hw...

3.00-6.00
this erm... cause earlier always about 5 juz reach home... suddenly change to 2 not so biasa... so also wasting my time lenggang-lenggang... read newspaper n psp lo... ^^ i m wasting this 3 hours actually... a-ha... my sleeping time!!!

6.00-7.00
do some homework... i mean if too much... if not is drama...

7.00-8.00
a muz watch drama... (ping pang yuan)

8.00-10.15
erm... seldom continue to watch the drama... always will start do my work at about 8.15... n then if no more hw... revision... if dun wan revision... do extra hw... i means if math the teacher call do 8.3, i will do 8.4... haha... really chi bao tai xian kong...

P.S. 9.30 ming tian hui geng hao...

10.30
sleep... ZZZ

For mani sake... he need us to done his work in pc n print it out... when i touch pc... u know wad happen la... haha... so sometimes can't control also jialat lo... ^^

OK la... i type REALLY long liao... hope u all enjoy my changing...
this type of change i think is correct ba?
haha, m i asking rubbish... hehehe ^^