Thursday, December 31, 2009

haha... i dun think i manage to summarize it lo...

haha... the to be continued... i think i not manage to write it down somemore... cause really tired ady la... paise if i too lazy ya...

ok, here's really the summarize..in 2009, it had a lots of event happen... i will list out one by one...

first... make my life change the most
working experience as a part-time teacher in my life...

the benefit
-i m not more a shy guys... n maybe it open-up my mind to be more socialble...
-had more interaction with girls... n not shy to talk to girls as earlier...
-had took me out of my home... ( no more zai nan) ^^
-let me know how to care for someone
-let me had leadership when teaching the children...
-erm... wad somemore... haha... surely is hav my salary la... lolz... money money come!
-start to love kids

the bad
-always hang out with my colleague until late night...
-waste a lot of money... dun know how to save it...
-start to hate kids...
-start to think that i m so proud of myself... lolz
-start to cane students... really dosa o... lolz
-tiring job... everday need to shout... lolz

ok, then... here's the next one

experience gained in driving institution (zap city)

the benifit
-of course la... learn how to drive... haha
-start to in interact with people who's learning too... haha( i means start to speak up n make friends... which i would not dare to done it earlier)
-start to become more berdikari ba... ( cause always i go by sitting the van... which i had to walk some distance from my house in order to wait for the van... n then after finishing the practical, the van will fetch me to bus stop... n i need to walk some distance n continue my work... T.T that time is really suffering...) after work sometimes had to walk back home also... 2 km ler... haha... exercise ba... lolz
-learn to be punctual... haha... the van really punctual de... n the driver had a bad temper too... if u didn't make it on time... he will just... swap... disappear ady... (yys should know this... lol)

the bad
-very bad instructor... when teaching me, his hand is shaking... maybe got Parkinson disease ba... lolz... jk la... i not so bad kk... but he maybe too old le ba... n very strict also... haiz...
-how to say (bao) i hope some of u who had done that when hving jpj test should know ba... really regret ler... lol
-tired, tired again...


aiyo... dunno y... become so lazy liao... go play game a while ya... bb... ^^
TI BE CONTINUED... (i dunno really will continue de ma... haha)

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

the year 2009

ok... i got a plan earlier to write down all the things i undergo in 2009 into a book... but it seems like i had not enough time... ( all use to travel and games liao) haha... so i juz write a long summarize here.. XD

ok, this year... no need to say... is a turning point for poeple who's like the age of me... which is 18... can i call this a curse... haha...some of our friends had go to college or universities which they will undergo more changes in their lifes...
ok, in the beggining of the year... or at the end of year 2008.. we will undergo our first change... that is... go to work after SPM...

ok... here's the summarize...

END OF 2008
this is where i started to change... ok... after sp... wad to do... hang out with friends, play a while for about one weeks... then all like lost contact liao... then after playing for one weeks... i become back me which always stay at home... until...my cousin which help me out...

JAN to MAC 2009
oh yeah! 2009 is coming... it's indicates most of the students will go back to school
for study... (no matters primary skul or secondary skul) haha... then as i said on the beginning of y post, y cousin help me out izit? haha... actually she is working on a tuition institute i think...(for primary skul de, got giv extra care for children de...) i think u all know wad is it... e.g.(shuo shi or cao ji)haha... then after a few days of 2009... she come n fetch me to work... btw... i can walk t the institute cause it's juz a stone throw away distance from my house... lol... then i shal seperate his int two parts...

working experience
guess wad she told me to do when i first go to the institute? haha... i guess is juz go n staple paper, photostat n fileling... jum something like an office job only... but... i really didn't expect she send me to skul n call me to send the student back to the institution centre... wad the hell i know how to do ar! i dun recognise the students at all! walao... muz call them gather under a tree first... then the van come... n then muz make sure they reach the institution safety... walao eh... but then, this will come in handy after doing it for about a weeks... the worst oe is i need to giv out the brochure...(special thanks to ellen) to the parents... walao.. i really hate this job man... haha... earlier in front of our skul also got people giv... but i see them juz throw away after receive the paper... haha... really hurt when u see the paper is juz thrown off like this...T.T but i juz giv only for the first few days la... haha...

then... haha... this is the interesting part... i meet someone when i m working for the first day... i think she also working there ba... lolz... cause when m cousi fetch me to work... she suddenly turn to 7-11 to fetch her... i also surprises le...
then after that... when my cousin send us to skul n with both of us a stack of brochure to distributed... we went into the skul together n distribute together... haha... it was fun n then... i recognise her n she is quite a nice lady... haha... maybe earlier i had not much experience interacting with girl ba... so my shy reaction makes her think that i m cute ba... lolx... her name is... haha... nvm... u all no need to know... but she's older than me...

lolx... so the first day we juz distributing the brochure n sending the students back to the institution... that day my cousin still there because both of us also working for the first day n not realy know who is the students we need to send back to the institution... wakaka... by then... i juz realised it needed 3 rounds for the van to send all the students back to the institution… wad the hell… it’s hard to gather them around u know…they are f…… noisy n ran here n there.. walao… I faint man! so after make sure all of them back to the institution… phew… I think my job has done…it’s so exhausting… I wonder wad my cousin want me to do next… hope juz sit in the air-corn room n fix with the documents… if got pc giv me type things is better… haha… but… I’m juz DREAMING!Keep on dreams, dude! when I juz step in the institute… she threw one big pile of exercise book to me n ask me… ur chinese ok de hor? I start to had bad feelings about this… n really…

OMG! she want me to teach the primany one students (most noisy students) CHINESE! walao… she juz giv me some book which stated wad to teach n put me in one room… juz like that… n the big pile of exe. book which is going to distributed to the students… omg… after I m waiting in the room… really nervous… then, I saw a big swamp of bees flyin into the room… n when they rush into the room… it’s like the movie 2012… the earth is shaking! haha… juz very noisy la… some of them even jumpup n down like monkey… soehow I manage to shout at them n make them queit… haha… nicely I m a prefect in skul… got a bit experience handle with students… n when I think I settl down the situation… I started to feel proud of myself… but! that’s not the end… for about 5 min…. the war started again! haiz… I really… T.T… ok, the first things I do when I teach them is wad? I hac no ideas at first but somehow… my mind flashback n think that always when a teacher come into my class in primary skul in write their big name on the blackboard n introduce themselves to the students… so I juz do it at the same ways…

I worte… ‘ye lao shi’ on the whiteboard… haha… then guess wad happen next? (ye zhi lao shi) I heard one of my students yelling… I really did not expect she to know that words man… walao… she know how to read ady a… really surprises me ler… haha… then I began to think… if like that… most of them is very intelligent ady la… no need me teach much they also know liao la… haha… really happy…

to be continued... ^^

Friday, December 25, 2009

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爱情里最残忍的暧昧
是我明明知道我爱你
而我们却只是好朋友
友情里最自私的胆怯
是你明明知道你爱我
而你还假装只是朋友



两个人,不勇敢,怎么爱?

haha... see this in yin chiu blog... lolz... maybe this will make me emo a while... but okok nia...

ok, first, i would like to say something which keep in my heart for a very very long times... n this make me become worst n worst in my form 6 life...

form 6... n this year 2009.... i had face a lot of problem... n i juz keep it... even all my best friend... n my 'zhi xin' friends also won't know of it... i really hopeless... but anyways... thanks to mr.TC, mr.CP n mr.EJ plus... ms.NP, ms.ET n ms.WS who would hear of my problems n kindly solve it for me... really need to say really thankiu to u all... haha...

ok, first... the problems that i face a lot is... ok... i really dun wan to say that words... i think most of the form 6 students facing it... some succeed... but mostly all failed... ya... perhaps... this is our critical years... once it has past... i would be ok... haha... there's a few possibility we would want these 'things'

1. because we r curious about it... n had never tried before..
2. our life is far too 'boring'... n we r thinking to make it more colorful... by finding these 'things'. our life is not so boring through... cause we can light it up by others ways too...
3. cause we wanna to step out to become more mature...
4. cause have those 'feeling' which is all fake...( i juz giv my opinion.... dun punch me)
5. erm... can't resist other couple to be so nice... n want to find one for ourselves...
6. juz to experiences the couples things... i juz say it in guys of view... well... i means... try to experiences holding hands... kissing... huggings... n so on.. this is more on the first point that i mention...
7. juz to get one step fowards for being a friends... wad i means is...(for guys) u always care of her... n want to make her ur lady... n not wanting juz to let her be ur best friends only... haha... this is the main problems face by me... like the phrase above...

爱情里最残忍的暧昧
是我明明知道我爱你
而我们却只是好朋友
友情里最自私的胆怯
是你明明知道你爱我
而你还假装只是朋友



两个人,不勇敢,怎么爱?

i write it again juz to make u all clearer...

ok, r u finding these 'things' according to the 7 points above? if u do... plz... stop it... dun start a relationship if u think love is juz like this...oops... i accidentally said it... haha...

ok...next... here's the side effects...
1. not concentrating in studies... ( 100% )
p.s.: i means can't concentrate while u can't get it... afetr u get it... perhaps u can concentrate.
to be continued...